uncomfortable feeling; feeling out of place; sense of discomfort; malaise; physical unease
resentment; indignation; anger
both; both sides; both parties
district; region; the country; countryside; civilian society
awfully; frightfully; desperately; violently; unduly; extremely
colour; color; complexion; skin colour; look (on one's face); expression; appearance
to be mixed together; to be blended; to intermingle; to commingle
after all; in the end; conclusion; end; end of a game of go, shogi, etc.
previously; before; first; before (something or someone else); beforehand; in advance
proposal; offer; report; proposition; notice; request
together with; as X, then Y (e.g. as we age we gain wisdom, as wine matures it becomes more valuable, etc.)
bad; poor; poor (quality); inferior; evil; sinful; ugly
news; word; tidings; omen
a long time (since the last time); first in a long time
idle complaint; grumble; moha (ignorance, folly)
trivial; not amounting to much; not a big deal
before I knew it; next thing you know; when I came to
to mutter; to murmur; to grumble; to tweet (Twitter)
to anyone; to everyone; by anyone; by everyone; in everyone; in anyone
to break; to snap; to be injured; to wear out; to be worn out; to break; to burst
to pretend not to see; to turn one's back on
I have nothing to do with it
there's no (other) way; cannot be helped; unavoidable; it's no use (doing); pointless; hopeless (person)
to set one's teeth; to clench one's teeth; to grit one's teeth
space (between); gap; period of time (during, while); duration; between (two parties or things); among (a group); relations (between)
to perceive; to sense; to understand; to comprehend; to attain enlightenment
to be opposite; to face each other; to confront (an issue); to face
to bear; to stand; to restrain; to control; to forgive; to put up with
to bear up in tragedy; to stand pain well; to hold one's temper; to clench one's teeth; to grit one's teeth
to rant and rave; to raise hell
self-satisfaction; (self-)complacency; smugness
have no choice; there is nothing but; no more than
to spit out; to eject; to dump
outline; main points; generally; on the whole; general; rough
to grant (a wish); to accede; to comply with; to heed
even if; no matter (what); if; though; although; supposing
it cannot be helped; there's nothing for it; it's no use fighting back; it's hopeless; there is no way out of it
will; probably; may; I think; surely; I hope
knowing only too well; being fully aware of
to say no more; to sink into silence
honest; frank; candid; honestly; frankly
envious; jealous; enviable (position, etc.)
in that way; like that; that way