somehow; for some reason (or other); without knowing why
shaking; trembling; pitching; disturbance; unrest; agitation
to see through (a plot, lie, etc.); to penetrate into; to discover; to find out
in the first place; to begin with; after all; anyway; beginning; start
mother; mom; wife; you (of an elderly person older than the speaker); she
to become old enough to understand what's going on around oneself (of a child, etc.)
surname; family name; last name
far from; anything but; not at all ... but rather ...; let alone; to say nothing of; not to mention
the whole sky; the firmament; the heavens; the empyrean
to make; to produce; to prepare (food); to brew (alcohol); to raise; to grow; to till
to talk back; to answer back; to retort; to say over; to repeat (what one has said)
painful; bitter; tough; difficult; cruel; harsh
gradually; by degrees; little by little; steps; stairs; staircase
I, myself; one-self; by one-self; even I; even one
sad; miserable; unhappy; sad; lamentable; deplorable
to wear (a sword, decoration, etc.); to carry; to be entrusted with (a mission); to be charged with; to have (a quality, property, etc.); to have a trace of
venting one's anger (on someone or something); taking out one's anger on
(time of) one's childhood; when one was a child
to live up to expectations; to meet expectations
messy; confused; chaotic; in a nagging manner; (complaining) about various things
by all means; at any cost; whether (one is) willing or not; willingly or unwillingly; on no account; by no means
to be wounded; to get injured; to get hurt feelings; to get damaged; to get chipped
to hug (someone) tight; to embrace; to give (someone) a tight hug; to cuddle
entrance; front door; entryway; entranceway; entry hall; vestibule
to fire oneself up; to give it one's all; to get psyched; to fire someone up (with scolding, corporal punishment, etc.); to rouse
to open (a door, etc.); to unwrap (e.g. parcel, package); to open (for business, etc.); to empty; to remove; to move out; to clear out
strange; odd; peculiar; queer; curious
moment; brief space of time
reserve; spare; preparation; preliminaries
I wonder; do you think?; I might; some kind; some stage; somehow
to hurt; to smart; to sting
to face each other; to be opposite (to)
because of; owing to; due to
future; possible; potential; prospective
establishment; founding; incorporation (of a business)
at once; immediately; right now
leaving (a facility, clinic, office, research institute, etc.); retiring
endurance; perseverance; patience