slipping out (a chuckle, giggle); unintentionally (letting out a quiet laugh)
to sit down hard; to sink down to the floor
improper way (of doing); wrong way; unorthodox method; evil course; evil path; heresy
cannot help (doing, etc.); cannot resist; must not ...; should not ...; must ...; have to ...
to allow; to enable; to make possible; to make feasible; to permit
one's whole heart; everything one feels
how could I (you, etc.) ...?; how dare you (they, etc.) ...; how can you have the nerve to ...?
to hold out; to extend (e.g. one's hands); to thrust (javelin); to offer (e.g. aid, help, etc.)
reckless; daredevil; frantic; foolhardy
submitting to (a demand, one's fate, etc.); putting up with; resigning oneself to; accepting (without complaint)
eagerness; enthusiasm; fervor; excitement; fighting spirit; fighting mood
at first; at the outset; to begin with; as a first step