to drive mad; to make insane; to cause a malfunction; to put out of order; to derail (a plan, etc.)
environmental destruction
to slam into; to crash into; to run into; to face (trouble, difficulties, etc.); to confront
disturbance of mind; losing one's head; being upset; transition; changing; moving
to collapse; to flop (onto)
one's own handwriting; autograph
big problem; major issue; big controversy
complete failure; debacle; fiasco; disaster
to be beyond one's capacities; to be beyond one's powers; to be beyond one's control; to be unmanageable
within the (Tokyo) metropolitan area
residence; housing; residential building
tsubo; traditional unit of land area, approx. 3.3 square meters; tsubo; traditional unit of fabric or paper area, approx. 9.18 square centimeters; tsubo; traditional unit of leather or tile area, approx. 918 square centimeters
combined living room, dining room and kitchen
professional gambler; gamester
what kind of thing; anything (else); nothing (but)
year; age; years; past one's prime; old age
rise and fall; fluctuation
plan for one's life; life planning
disappearance; running away; going missing; absconding
sinking instantly (of a ship due to a torpedo attack, bombing, etc.)
vajra (indestructible substance); diamond; adamantine; thunderbolt; Indra's weapon; Buddhist symbol of the indestructible truth
to fix (e.g. to a wall); to secure; to install; to plant
replica firearm; realistic toy gun with no firing mechanism
damn it; damn; beast; animal; person reborn into the animal realm; brute
to that extent; to that degree; that much; that many
alias; pseudonym; pen name; nom de plume
party (social gathering); party (group of people participating in an activity, esp. mountain climbing); (political) party
trainer (person who trains people or animals); sweatshirt
finding oneself; self-discovery; journey of self-discovery; search for self
to begin a trip; to depart; to embark; to die; to pass away; to depart this life
note (letter) left behind; will
eternal; everlasting; perpetual; immemorial
deep in the mountains; mountain recesses
training; practice; discipline; ascetic practices