I can't die and leave things this way
to explain adequately; to be accountable
to discuss; to talk together
the world in general; society; convention
fierce; intense; severe; very; extremely; terribly
excitement; stimulation; agitation; arousal
(not) altogether; (not) wholly
principal occupation; main job; professional; an expert; I (of a government official, etc.); me
title (e.g. Doctor, Professor, Lord); job title; position (in a company); degree; status; rank
everything; all; the whole; entirely; completely; wholly
to come down; to go down; to hang; to dangle; to move back; to step back; to deteriorate
worry; mental agony; heartache
type of occupation; occupational category
dissipation; prodigality; debauchery
to spend all one's time doing; to do day in, day out; to do nothing but ...; to pass (of days)
to house; to contain; to carry (a baby); to be pregnant; (arch.) to give lodging to; (arch.) to accommodate
favorable treatment; favourable treatment; hospitality; warm reception; good treatment; hearty welcome
to accept; to receive; to agree
unexpected; surprising; unanticipated; strange; unforeseen
extra (charge, fare, etc.); premium; bonus; (after a number) tenths increase
severance payment; retirement money (usu. lump-sum); redundancy payment
tension; resilience (e.g. of hair); springiness; will power; spirit
to grow old; to weaken with age; to become senile
fear; horror; risk; danger; awe; reverence
like everyone else; like most people; like an ordinary person; as much as anyone else
to get back; to regain; to recover; to make up (for); to catch up on
difficult to ...; hard to ...
blunder; slip; error; error
to (go and) do; to make (a blunder, mess, etc.); to perpetrate; to achieve; to accomplish; to pull off
safety; security; safely; without incident; good health; inaction
wish; desire; hope; prospect; expectation; (one's) hopes
image of a bride dressed in her wedding gown (wedding kimono, etc.)
malice; ill will; bad air; noxious vapour; miasma
(piece of) writing; document; (act of) writing
very; greatly; extremely; exceedingly; highly; quite
hard; solid; stiff; tight; strong; firm (not viscous or easily moved); safe
(way of) life; lifestyle; living; life circumstances; livelihood; day-to-day life
to spend (time); to pass; to overdo (esp. alcohol consumption); to drink (alcohol); to take care of; to support
daily; everyday; days (e.g. of one's youth); every day; day after day
old age; ageing; aging; old person; the elderly; the aged
to bring forward (e.g. by 3 hours); to advance; to hasten (e.g. one's death); to quicken (e.g. one's step); to speed up; to accelerate
at the critical moment; when the time comes; when it's most important; when necessary; in an emergency; when push comes to shove