for the first time in one's life
that day; the very same day
weight (e.g. paperweight); pressing down; keeping control; exercising authority; having self-control; exercising self-discipline
I, myself; one-self; by one-self; even I; even one
to leave alone; to leave as is; to ignore; to neglect
to be bewildered; to be perplexed
to be oversized (overloud, etc.)
to run; to run (of a vehicle); to drive; to rush (to); to dash; to retreat; to flee
to regain one's footing; to get back on one's feet; to recover; (of the market) to improve
to feel down; to feel sad; to be in a slump (business, economy, etc.); to be in an unfavourable condition; to fall into (e.g. a hole)
no sooner than; as soon as; immediately after; at the thought of; when I think about
to laugh; to smile; to sneer; to ridicule; to be dumbfounded; to be flabbergasted
to deal with (a person); to treat; to deal with (a problem); to handle; to operate (e.g. a machine); to handle; to deal in
goodbye; so long; saying goodbye to (e.g. life as a bachelor); putting an end to; farewell (performance, party, etc.); final
long ago; already; a long time ago
happiness; good fortune; luck; blessing
loveable; very likeable; like very much
to give up; to abandon (hope, plans); to resign oneself (to)
to be satisfied; to find peace of mind; to feel good
this area; around here; this point; this much; this extent
railway station; train station; staging post on a highway (in pre-modern Japan); counter for railway stations and bus stations
insensitive; inconsiderate; callous; thick-skinned
tired; frazzled; tiresome; tiring; draining
to lament; to grieve; to regret; to deplore
to entrust (e.g. a task) to another; to leave to; to passively leave to someone else's facilities; to leave to take its natural course; to continue (something) in a natural fashion (without particular aim); to rely fully on one's (full strength, great ability, long time taken) to get something done
to decide to; to pretend that; to make a practice of doing; to make it a rule to
what's the matter?; what's wrong?
other (place, thing, person); the rest; outside; beyond; nothing except; nothing but
lost article; something forgotten
to be attached; to be connected with; to remain imprinted; to scar; to bear (fruit, interest, etc.); to be acquired (of a habit, ability, etc.); to increase (of strength, etc.)
resignation; acceptance; consolation
to meet (by chance); to come across; to meet (e.g. of rivers, highways, etc.); to emerge and engage (an enemy)
to turn back (e.g. half-way); to return; to go back; to recover (e.g. something lost); to be returned; to rebound
to be effective; to take effect; to work; to function well; to be possible (to do, use, etc.); to be able to
to look down (on); to condescend (to)
to cough violently; to have a coughing fit
to put in; to let in; to admit; to accept; to accept; to comply; to include
abdomen; belly; womb; one's mind; one's real intentions; courage; nerve
or rather (say); or better (say); or perhaps I should say; or, how should I put it,...; I mean
snatching; stealing; seizure; usurpation