although; despite; whereas; while; if only; I wish
pain; anguish; distress; suffering; hardship
to close (e.g. book, eyes, meeting, etc.); to shut
(not) anything; (nothing) at all; (not) any
to get up; to rise; to wake up; to be awake; to occur (usu. of unfavourable incidents); to happen
thing; matter; incident; occurrence; circumstances; situation; work
always; all the time; never; usual; regular
living thing; living creature; animal; life
attachment; adhesion; tenacity; fixation; obsession
to pour (into); to sprinkle on (from above); to water (e.g. plants); to shed (tears); to concentrate one's energy (strength, attention, etc.) on; to devote to; to flow into (e.g. of a river)
heart and soul; all one's heart; all one's energy
to grovel; to go down on one's hands and knees
habit; behavior; behaviour; trait
understanding; comprehension; appreciation; sympathy
to clear up; to clear away; to refresh (e.g. spirits); to be cleared (e.g. of a suspicion); to be dispelled; to be banished
to become clear; to be made public
even so; all the same; nevertheless; yes, but ...
to mind; to care about; to be an issue; to matter; to keep company; to care for; to interfere with
at all costs; whatever the price; would give anything
(apparently) that's what it's like, isn't it
to explain; to dispel doubts
to put one's life on the line; to risk one's life; to put everything one has into it
to swear; to vow; to take an oath; to pledge
to determine (esp. a culprit or underlying cause); to pin down; to ascertain; (arch.) to stab to death
to clasp; to grasp; to hold (the answer); to have (e.g. the solution); to seize (power); to hold (the reins)
secret; secrecy; mystery; secret (e.g. to success); esoteric teachings
to desire; to wish for; to expect; to see; to command (a view of)
surely; undoubtedly; sternly; severely; having no slack; rigid
beginning; outset; first; onset
to get flustered; to get flurried; to get agitated; to become impatient; to hurry
speaking of; (I told you) already; come on
dangerous; risky; in danger; in jeopardy; uncertain; unreliable
somehow; how; in what way; why; what kind of
aah!; ooh!; oh no!; oh boy!
to step back; to move back; to withdraw (from the presence of a superior); to leave; to resign; to retire
to put on (one's head); to wear; to be covered with (dust, snow, etc.); to pour (water, etc.) on oneself; to bear (e.g. someone's debts, faults, etc.); to take (blame); to overlap (e.g. sound or color)
crime; sin; penalty; sentence; fault; responsibility
-less; lacking; non-existing
reason; cause; history; origin
he; she; that person; (arch.) you
fucking; screwing; having sex
darkness; the dark; bewilderment; despair; hidden place; secrecy
to the end; to the bitter end; to the last; after all; it must be remembered; only
to quiet; to calm down; to compose oneself; to settle down