deliberately; carefully; thoroughly; without rushing
bolt from the blue; great surprise
willingly; voluntarily; on one's own accord
according to; reads; reading; is written; says; states
extramarital sex; affair; fooling around; infidelity; wantonness; unfaithfulness
to doubt; to distrust; to be suspicious of; to suspect
life; life force; lifetime; lifespan; most important thing; foundation
disagreeableness; unpleasantness; nastiness; cutting remark; disagreeable remark; snide comment
cause of offense; cause of offence; annoyance; spasms; convulsions; cramps
unable to resist; unable to suppress
childish; child-like; immature; infantile
anger; resentment; indignation; chagrin; irritation
gaudy; showy; garish; crooked; vicious; wicked
to dump (e.g. onto the floor); to empty by overturning; to throw out (contents); to tell everything; to reveal everything; to open one's heart
self-esteem; self-respect; self-importance; conceit; pride
to discuss; to talk together
poor; pitiable; pathetic; pitiful
very recently; in the very recent past
to assemble everything together; to do something as a group
breaking off a relationship; permanent breach of friendship; rupture
lifesaver; person who saved one's life
commissioning; entrusting (with); request; appointment (to a position)
breaking off relations; disconnection; insulation (esp. electrical); isolation
performance (of a duty); fulfillment (of a promise); fulfilment; execution (of a contract); discharge; implementation
one's own discretion (idea, responsibility)
forbidding to speak; muzzling (a person); bribing into secrecy; hush money
(not) even once; (not) ever
what was said; what it means; origin of a story (or tradition, etc.)
natural; reasonable; understandable
to feel oneself indebted to
great; grand; magnificent; outstanding; mighty
remuneration; recompense; reward; toll
it cannot be that...; it is highly unlikely that...; it is impossible that...
so; like that; that's right; indeed; let me see...
planned; scheduled; systematic
not knowing one's social position; overweening; overreaching; forgetting who one is
lover; sweetheart; boyfriend; girlfriend
snatching; stealing; seizure; usurpation
ingratitude; thanklessness