or rather (say); or better (say); or perhaps I should say; or, how should I put it,...; I mean
pity; sorrow; pitiable; pitiful; alack; alas
consideration (for others); (making) allowance
tangle; entanglement; snarl; complication; difficulties; trouble
sobbing; weeping; fit of crying
to steam (food, towel, etc.); to be hot and humid; to be sultry
to be choked; to be stifled; to be smothered
to be loath to; to balk at (doing); to grudge (doing); to take (good) care of
near; close; beside; attendant; retainer; vassal
to push away; to push aside; to shove
mad (with grief, love, etc.); crazy; out of one's mind; on the verge of insanity
tears of grief; crying with sadness
standoffishly; primly; pungently (of a smell); acridly; long and pointed (e.g. of a nose); popping (of ears)
obi; kimono sash; paper wrapper on books, CDs, etc.; band; belt; cingulum
to finger; to touch; to play with; to grope; to feel around (in one's pocket, bag, etc.)
coating (esp. lacquering)
Buddha; Shakyamuni; Buddhist image; figure of Buddha; the dead; dead person
to pluck off (esp. by twisting); to pick; to break off; to wrest (away from); to wrench free; to snatch (away)
to lash out at; to flare up at; to fly at; to turn on
and yet; though; when; in spite of
very unlikely to ...; showing no signs of ...
travelling incognito (traveling); special palanquin for carrying a daimyo or his wife incognito
indeed; really; absolutely; truly; actually; very
position; situation; viewpoint; standpoint; point of view
will; desire; ambition; urge (e.g. creative urge)
lump (of flour, etc.); clump (of ground meat, etc.)
peerless; matchless; unparalleled; unrivalled; unequalled; incomparable
reproachful; hateful; bitter
to make (the best) use of; to put to good use; to let live; to keep alive; to revive; to resuscitate
miserable; pitiable; shameful; deplorable; pathetic
to blurt out; to let slip; to say inadvertently; to come out with (e.g. nonsense)
by some chance; somehow; in some way; somehow or other; one way or another; by any means possible
to bear a grudge against; to resent; to blame; to curse; to feel bitter towards
department; section; course (of study); branch of study; (taxonomical) family
error; mistake; fault; sin; wrongdoing; offense
to have a reason; to have an excuse