to be convinced (that); to be under the impression (that); to make up one's mind; to set one's heart on; to be obsessed (with a thought, idea, etc.); to think about obsessively
feeling; mood; disposition; mental attitude; somewhat; slightly
to clash; to collide; to conflict; to meet (by chance); to come across; to run into
respect; esteem; reverence; honour; honor
duplicity; treachery; double-dealing
the best one can do; one's best effort; with all one's might; to the best of one's ability
getting closer; drawing nearer; being not much different; being near (age, skill, etc.); becoming close (i.e. friendly); becoming intimate
to enter; to trespass; to interfere; to meddle; to pry into
to keep company; to look after; to entertain; to play (a game) with
nobleman; dignitary; feudal lord (of the Edo period); daimyō; man brought up away from the world; arrogant man with little knowledge of the ways of the world
to be useful; to be helpful; to serve the purpose
treatment; service; handling; management
reserve; reticence; unfriendliness; estrangement
now (when it is already much too late); at this stage; afresh; anew; again
gazing steadily at; observing (a person) closely; maintain a watch over
one's heart; one's feelings; one's inner thoughts; one's mind
to suffer; to groan; to be worried
involuntarily; instinctively; without realizing; unconsciously
flushing (of one's cheeks); dizziness; rush of blood to the head
embarrassing; embarrassed; ashamed; disgraceful; shameful
x (mark); cross; MDMA; ecstasy; molly
to put back up; to stand back up; to restore (to former strength); to revive (e.g. the economy); to make again (a plan, policy, etc.); to reformulate
to change; to alter; to reform; to correct; to examine; to check
to stop; to turn off; to park; to prevent; to suppress (a cough); to stop (someone from doing something); to dissuade
to rush out from one's mouth (words, phrases, etc.)
memories; recollections; reminiscence
to occupy; to hold; to account for; to make up; to take up
(not) particularly; (not) especially; (not) specially; separately; apart; additionally
to let (someone) play; to keep (someone) amused; to leave idle; to not make use of; to do; to do
continuously; from beginning to end; from first to last
now (when it is already much too late); at this stage; afresh; anew; again
something to think about; one's thoughts; concern; thinking about something; being absorbed in one's thoughts
funny; amusing; strange; odd; improper; unsuitable
(inflected) end of a word; end of a sentence
many; much; plenty; hardly
feelings; emotion; compassion; sympathy; passion; affection
study; scholarship; learning; discipline; branch of learning; (a) science
reason; reasoning power; (one's) sense
thinking; thought; idea; notion; intention; plan
to be disordered; to be disarranged; to be discomposed; to be upset; to lapse into chaos (due to war, etc.)
to throw into disorder; to disarrange; to disturb (order, peace, etc.); to corrupt (public morals); to dishevel (hair)
plentiful; abundant; definitely extant
had better ...; had better not ...