to have one's heart stop beating; to be shocked; to be staggered
senior high school student
sleep-talking; nonsense; gibberish
language; dialect; word; phrase; speech; (manner of) speaking
lonely person; someone who easily succumbs to loneliness
so; like this; in this way
back off!; leave me alone!
to disappear; to vanish; to go out (of a fire, light, etc.); to die; to fade (of a feeling, impression, etc.); to vanish (e.g. of hope); to go away (e.g. of a smell, itchiness, sleepiness)
aloneness; loneliness; solitude
face; visage; look; expression; honor; honour
to make oneself pleasant to everybody
true feelings; real intention; one's heart; one's right mind; one's senses; one's conscience
sad; miserable; unhappy; sad; lamentable; deplorable
to betray; to turn traitor to; to double-cross
to pass (of time); to elapse
no matter what; whatever happens; in any situation; rain or shine
to decide; to choose; to clinch (a victory); to decide (the outcome of a match); to persist in doing; to go through with; to always do
to subsist; to keep on living
to begin some form of lifestyle
to discuss; to talk together
the past; bygone days; one's past (that one would prefer remained secret); past (tense); preterit; previous life
to polish; to shine; to brush (e.g. teeth); to refine (e.g. a skill); to improve; to cultivate
to wrap up; to pack; to cover; to envelop; to conceal (a feeling); to hide
entry to school or university; matriculation; enrolment (in university, etc.) (enrollment)
tailoring; dressmaking; sewing; making; preparation
being afraid of; being fearful; being timid; trembling; shivering
observation; survey; watching
wherein; therein; thereinto
impact (on); (strong) impression; effect; impact (of a ball against a racket, bat, club, etc.)
to trust; to relax one's guard (around)
rolled egg; rolled omelette (omelet); fried egg; frying pan for making rolled eggs
to lend; to loan; to rent out; to hire out
behavior; behaviour; conduct; entertainment; treat; feast
to allow (someone or something) to come near; to let get close
to follow with one's gaze; to follow with the eyes
gap; difference; disparity; discrepancy
easily; effortlessly; changing completely; plink (sound of something light falling or rolling)