jpdb beta

long time; long interval; for quite some time

2

inner heart

1

effect; result; worth; use; avail

1

violent shock; agitation; turbulence; turmoil; upheaval; excitement

1

human intellect; knowledge

1

to play with (a toy, one's hair, etc.); to fiddle with; to toy with (one's emotions, etc.); to trifle with; to do with something as one pleases; to appreciate

1

to bridge (e.g. cultural divides, technical differences, etc.); to bring together

2

to sever; to cut off; to suppress; to eradicate; to abstain (from); to give up

3

guilty conscience; feelings of remorse

1

to be reduced to ...

1

to take the blame; to take responsibility; to assume liability; to bear the burden

1

in comparison with; when compared with; according to; in light of; in view of

1

failing to properly evaluate the (relative) importance (of); putting the cart before the horse; mistaking the cause for the end; mistaking the insignificant for the essential; getting one's priorities backwards

1

to raise; to bring up; to rear; to cultivate; to foster; to nurture

1

reason; logic; sense; natural way of things

1

to twist; to distort

1

it doesn't matter what; anything is fine

1

absorbed in; immersed in; forgetting oneself; daze; within a dream; while dreaming

1

to cough violently; to have a coughing fit

1

to rub; to scrub; to scrape

1

to do (for someone)

1

maid; helper; help; assistance

1

stepwise; one step at a time

2

to be negligent in doing something; to shirk; to be off one's guard

1

close to the ear

1

returning alive; surviving; reaching the home plate

1

I, myself; one-self; by one-self; even I; even one

1

to die

2

embarrassing; awkward

1

western edge (e.g. of city); west side

1

to inherit; to succeed; to take over

1

inevitable; necessary; certain; inevitability; necessity

1

to have tears in one's eyes; to be close to crying

1

to gouge out; to cut out; to scoop out; to bring to light; to reveal

1

to lose weight; to become thin; to wither away

1

overflowing; effusive; exuberant; bountiful

1

(mental) agony; anguish; suffering; distress

1

hardships; privation

1

worry; mental agony; heartache

2

and various other things; and many other things; and more; and what not; and all that

1

fear; horror; anxiety; concern; uneasiness; reverence

1

chance meeting

1

that kind; competition; match

1

more than expected

1

matter of the highest priority; top priority; first priority

1

to hesitate; to waver

1

unthinkable; unimaginable; inconceivable; unclassifiable; never dreamt of

1

one o'clock; once; at one time; for a time; for a while; a time

1

warm; mild; genial

1

strong-minded; strong-willed; having great willpower

1