to be uneasy; to be anxious; to fear
to accept an object and hold it reverently over one's head
not only ... but also; in addition to; consequently
one's heart; the mind; inner feelings; inmost thoughts; true motives
accumulation (e.g. of emotions, grievances, etc.); buildup; suppression (e.g. of anger)
beginning; start; first (in line, etc.); origin; such as ...; not to mention ...
madness; insanity; irregularity; deviation; fanaticism; fanatic
one night; all night; overnight; one evening
sparsely; drop-by-drop; on par with; as good as; (vertical) iteration mark used to represent repetition of the previous kanji (to be read using its kun'yomi)
(mountain) pass; highest point on a mountain road; ridge; peak (e.g. of summer); worst (e.g. of an illness); crisis
seeing for the first time; first sight; first meeting; sight-reading
other party; other side; ahead; in front; destination
voluntary; optional; free; elective
to bend; to curve; to bend (the truth); to falsify; to corrupt; to sully
kindness; intimacy; friendship
ulterior motive; plot; scheme; complicated circumstances; intricacies
because; for; the reason why is ...
person in charge; official; attendant
to scurry home; to run home; to fly back
makeshift; temporary expedient; stopgap measure
dark reddish-brown; liver color
to exercise one's talent; to display one's ability
acidic drink made from fermented milk (cow, sheep, mare; one of the five flavors in Buddhism)
zabuton (flat floor cushion used when sitting or kneeling; usu. rectangular)
practice jump (throw, etc.)
tightly (packed); densely; closely; crammed
to continue to increase; to continue to mount
half; biracial person (esp. half-Japanese); person of mixed parentage
(approximate) time; around; suitable time (or condition); time of year; season
cannabis (Cannabis sativa); hemp (plant); hemp (fiber); linen; flax
all-purpose; utility; universal; all-powerful; almighty; omnipotent
(medical) treatment; care; therapy; cure; remedy
low rank; lower position; subordinate position; lower order (e.g. byte)
shrewdly; smartly; calculatingly; astutely; cunningly
overnight stay; stopover; inn; hotel; anchorage; night duty
unnatural; artificial; false; forced (e.g. smile); empty (e.g. compliments)
to build; to construct; to erect; to amass (e.g. fortune); to pile up
caller; visitor; company; guest