genius; prodigy; natural gift
I can say now (what I couldn't before); now (that things have changed) I don't mind telling you; I couldn't tell you until now; I couldn't have told you this back then
disliked; hated; tendency; smack (of); distinction; discrimination
to hold back others from achieving success; to stand in the way of; to sabotage
amateur; layman; respectable woman (i.e. not a prostitute, hostess, geisha); (arch.) unlicensed prostitute
just like; (virtually) no different from; (almost) the same as; as good as (e.g. dead, settled)
at first; in the beginning; originally
to yearn for; to long for; to follow (someone); to idolize (for virtue, learning, status, etc.)
to yearn for; to pine for
what's in one's heart; one's emotional state; what one feels
emotion; feeling; feelings; sentiment
whirlpool; maelstrom; vortex; spiral (shape, pattern)
real intention; motive; true opinion; what one really thinks
unattractive; ugly; unstylish; uncool
ordinary; average; common; normal; like the average person; like most people
it cannot be helped; there's nothing for it; it's no use fighting back; it's hopeless; there is no way out of it
the more ... the more ...; as; (arch.) while; (arch.) during; (arch.) because; (arch.) since
soggy; soaked; crushed (out of shape); crumpled; messy; untidy
curse; spell; malediction
to feel that something is true or actually happening; to hit one (realization, thought); to sink in
to push (something) against
to save up; to stockpile; to stash away; to hoard; to amass; to salt away
to spew venom; to speak ill (of people)
feeling good; feeling at ease; feeling easy
to become familiar with; to fit in; to adapt oneself; to get used to; to grow accustomed to
royal castle; imperial castle
left hand; left-hand side; left-hand direction; (on) the left
jewel; precious stone; gem
to bury; to embed; to implant
main ingredients; chief materials
prominent; leading; foremost; distinguished
big; large; drastic; full-width cloth (approx. 72 cm wide for traditional Japanese clothing; approx. 140 cm wide for Western clothing)
magical power; mystical force
to be outdone (by); to be in inferior (to); to compare unfavorably (with); to be behind
highlight (scene); high point; climax; show-off scene (of an actor in a play)
giant; great man; Tokyo Giants (baseball team)
corresponding to; being applicable to; being relevant to; coming under; falling under; fulfilling (requirements)
to remove; to eliminate; to eradicate; to exclude; to except