so; like this; in this way; this much; to this extent
to smash; to crush; to shut down; to put out of business; to wreck; to break; to butcher
memory; sense; experience
mortal enemy; object of fierce hatred or intense aversion; (lit.) one's parent's killer
thereabouts; vicinity; that area; that situation; those circumstances
first meeting; first interview with
somehow; for some reason (or other); without knowing why
sense; sensation; feeling; intuition
to complain; to lodge a complaint
kind; sort; type; equal; match; peer
to get on (train, plane, bus, ship, etc.); to get in; to get on (e.g. a footstool); to step on; to reach; to go over; to follow
about this time; about now
very; very much; greatly; considerably; highly; exceedingly
to bear a grudge against; to resent; to blame; to curse; to feel bitter towards
bosom (buddy); trusted (friend)
lingering attachment; lingering affection; regret; reluctance; ruefulness
sometime; someday; one day; some time or other; the other day; in due course
that day; the very same day
to obtain; to get; to procure; to win; to secure
street; road; traffic; coming and going; flow (of water, air, etc.); passage; transmission (of sound)
to become possible; to become able to (do)
shuddering; shivering; trembling; being horrified; being disgusted
meaning; significance; sense
terrible; dreadful; terrifying; surprising; startling; tremendous
attachment; adhesion; insistence; tenacity; fixation; obsession
attention; notice; care; caution; advice; warning
appearing ...; looking ...; way to ...; method of ...ing; form; style
to write; to compose; to pen; to draw; to paint
to go away; to become more distant; to fade away; to be estranged
moderate (degree); proper (amount); temperate; suitable
one person; being alone; being by oneself; being single; being unmarried; by oneself
to lose (something); to get rid of; to eliminate; to remove
which way; which direction; which one (esp. of two alternatives); who
to fall down; to fall over; to turn out; to play out; to abandon Christianity (and convert to Buddhism); to apostatize
to be disappointed; to be dejected; to be downhearted; to feel exhausted; to feel drained
assembly hall; meeting place; venue; site; grounds
to call out to; to hail; to address; to appeal (e.g. to the public); to urge; to exhort
to turn one's head; to look over one's shoulder; to turn around; to think back (on); to reminisce; to look back (on)
to get used to seeing; to become accustomed to seeing; to be familiar with
to come near (to); to approach; to be on the verge of; to be about to reach (a stage, period, etc.); to overhang; to hang over
outward appearance; looks
moment; instant; just then; right at that moment; for a moment; for an instant
to sense; to suspect; to get an inkling (of something); to get wind of; to smell (e.g. danger); to become aware of (e.g. a plot)
sure; certain; reliable; trustworthy; If I'm not mistaken; If I remember correctly