calculation; self-interest; selfishness
anyone; anybody; everyone; everybody; whoever
(approximate) time; around; suitable time (or condition); time of year; season
not knowing when to let go (give up, etc.); unwilling to resign; having lingering attachment; regretful
important; significant; precious; valuable; careful
even; if only; if just; as long as; the only thing needed
eternity; perpetuity; permanence; immortality
lingering attachment; lingering affection; regret; reluctance; ruefulness
certain; sure; definite; reliable; sound; solid
to clear up; to clear away; to refresh (e.g. spirits); to be cleared (e.g. of a suspicion); to be dispelled; to be banished
bloodstained; bloody; covered with blood
to suffer; to groan; to be worried
to wake; to wake up; to become sober; to sober up; to come to one's senses; to be disillusioned
to keep up (appearances); to smooth over (an error, etc.); to gloss over; to mend; to repair
true character; real nature
naked; bare; uncovered; frank; open; blunt
begging for one's life; pleading for one's life
tear; tears; lachrymal secretion; sympathy
soggy; soaked; crushed (out of shape); crumpled; messy; untidy
to warp; to bend; to contort; to be perverted; to be warped (of a view, mind, etc.); to be distorted
ugly; unattractive; unsightly; unseemly
-like; sort of; similar to; resembling
to desire; to wish for; to expect; to see; to command (a view of)
something like ...; things like ...; someone like ...; the likes of ...
wick; marrow; core; heart; pistil (of a flower); stamen
violent emotion; passion; fury
calmness; composure; coolness; serenity; presence of mind
perception; sensation; awareness
even if I say so myself; for me (to do such a thing)
to begin to open; to come out; to smile broadly; to come apart at the seams (clothes)
although I say; although one might say; although called
to smash; to crush; to shut down; to put out of business; to wreck; to break; to butcher
state of affairs (around you); situation; circumstances
to behave; to conduct oneself; to entertain; to treat someone (to a drink); to make tea for someone (tea ceremony)
deplorable; regrettable; disappointing; vexing; unfortunate
to take an attitude; to take a stance; to commit oneself; to assume a position
to decide; to choose; to clinch (a victory); to decide (the outcome of a match); to persist in doing; to go through with; to always do
stage; step; level; rank; order; stairs
execution; carrying out; performance; lead monk performing various tasks in a temple
condition; term; requirement; qualification; prerequisite
one-eyed; first (in a series); initial
confession; acknowledgement; confession of love; professing one's feelings; confession of sins (e.g. the confessional)
voice; speech; sound of a voice; sound (e.g. of a TV)
preservation; conservation; storage; saving (e.g. to disk)
to spread; to propagate; to popularize; to broaden; to extend; to widen
reproduction; duplication; reprinting