for the first time; only after ... is it ...; only when ... do you ...; first time; (one's) first
to memorize; to memorise; to learn; to pick up; to feel; to think
ogre; demon; spirit of a deceased person; ogre-like person (i.e. fierce, relentless, merciless, etc.); it (in a game of tag, hide-and-seek, etc.); Chinese "ghost" constellation (one of the 28 mansions); very
to drag along; to pull; to force someone along; to prolong; to drag out; to influence strongly
self-deprecation; self-derision; self-mockery; laughing at oneself
inner thoughts; real intention; at heart; deep down; inner center (centre)
to break a promise; to go back on one's word; to renege
to have been decided (so) that; to have been arranged (so) that; to be the result (of); to be the outcome; to be the reason (for)
in front (of); before (e.g. a building); before; earlier; (the) front; frontal part; forward
to straighten up one's back (e.g. stand up straight, sit up straight); to hold one's head high
to walk behind someone; to follow in someone's footsteps
to expose (to the sun, public, danger, etc.); to bleach; to refine; to rinse (vegetables); to soak; to doxx
inner part; inside; interior; depths (e.g. of a forest); back (of a house, drawer, etc.); bottom (e.g. of one's heart)
plain; unaffected; natural; unpretentious; frank; candid
door; gate; opening; title page
underground; below the ground; world of the dead; the grave; underground (activities, movement, etc.); secret
entrance; entry; gate; approach; mouth
to be resurrected; to be resuscitated; to be rehabilitated; to be recalled (e.g. memories); to be brought back
often; again and again; over and over again; repeatedly; frequently
to pass (time); to spend; to overdo (esp. of one's alcohol consumption); to drink (alcohol); (arch.) to take care of; (arch.) to support
at first; in the beginning; originally
by myself; in person; by oneself
memory; sense; experience
to be injured; to sustain a wound
anger; rage; fury; wrath; indignation
at every opportunity; for each and every thing that crops up; with every little thing; whenever possible; whenever the chance arises; at every turn
to torment; to torture; to harass
position; situation; viewpoint; standpoint; point of view
use; utilization; utilisation; application
nicely; properly; frequently; often; I'm glad that you ...; thank you for ...
woman; female; feminine gender
to enlist as a supporter; to win over to one's side; to gain as one's ally
invisibly; secretly; privately
to corner; to drive to the wall; to run down; to track down; to chase after
feeling; sense; impression
rather; sooner; preferably
dear (old); fondly-remembered; beloved; missed; nostalgic
to well up (of tears, anger, joy, etc.); to surge up (within oneself); to rise; to feel nauseated; to feel sick