to live through hell; to go to hell and back; to suffer dire straits
to pass through; to pass by; to pass (of time); to elapse; to have expired; to have ended; to exceed
unpleasant; disagreeable; displeasing; uncomfortable; unhappy
intently; single-mindedly; devotedly; solely; earnestly; with all one's heart
to look down on; to condescend
circumstances; condition; to arrange; to manage; to lend money; to raise money
to live; to exist; to make a living; to subsist; to be in effect; to be in use
-ness; indicates assertion; come; come now
unintentionally; unconsciously; by mistake; heedlessly; against one's better judgement (judgment)
to reconsider; to rethink; to reassess
so much; so often; oh, yes!; that's it; that's right; quite
backbiting of a coward; grumblings of a loser; (lit.) the far-off bark of a retreating dog
to abuse (verbally); to curse at; to shout abuse at; to speak ill of
in the belly; in one's heart of hearts
habit (often a bad habit, i.e. vice); tendency; peculiarity; idiosyncrasy; crease; wrinkle
to throw away; to cast away; to abandon; to desert; to give up; to resign
(physical) appearance (of a person); one's face and figure
suitable; proper; appropriate; perfunctory; half-minded; sloppy
to keep one's mouth shut; to refuse to talk
futility; waste; uselessness; pointlessness; idleness
to step aside; to move (i.e. out of the way); to make way
shuddering; shivering; trembling; being horrified; being disgusted
negligence; carelessness; inattention; unpreparedness
intravaginal (anal, etc.) ejaculation; creampie
to meet; to face someone; to co-star; to appear together; to be matched; to face against
to toady; to be obsequious
naming; nominating; designating; calling on; asking for; requesting
new; novel; fresh; recent; latest; up-to-date
simultaneously; all at once; in unison
point of a spear; spearhead; focus (of one's attack, criticism, etc.); aim; force (of an argument); edge
to laugh at; to ridicule; to mock; to make fun of; to sneer at
sure; no mistaking it; for certain; without doubt
contents; content; substance; matter; detail; import
(sound of) laughter; laughing voice
in a whisper; in a low voice; in undertones
to avoid (physical contact with); to avoid (situation); to ward off; to avert; to put aside; to move out of the way
road; path; route; way; distance; journey; road (e.g. to victory)
unpleasant; awkward; embarrassing; uneasy
the way back; the way home; return trip
to be branded a ...; to be labelled a ...
heavy; weighty; heavy (feeling); depressed; slow; sluggish; important (position, responsibility, etc.)
previous conviction; criminal record; previous offense; previous offence
mediocre; ordinary; commonplace; banal
to rely on; to depend on; to count on; to turn to (for help)