painful; bitter; tough; difficult; cruel; harsh
sad; miserable; unhappy; sad; lamentable; deplorable
feeling; sensation; mood; sensation of doing
you must be kidding; hey, come on!; surely not!
to let go of; to release; to part with (e.g. a possession); to relinquish; to send away (e.g. one's child); to let go
to be kind to; to treat kindly
secret intention; ulterior motive; kanji "heart" radical at bottom
fully loaded; full load; loaded condition
to take the form (of); to assume a shape
vocal sound; tone of voice
to lend; to loan; to rent out; to hire out
to replace; to move; to change the position of
I agree with you; it is as (someone) says
slipping out (a chuckle, giggle); unintentionally (letting out a quiet laugh)
entrance; front door; entryway; entranceway; entry hall; vestibule
so much (something) as to (e.g. so moved as to cry); overwhelmed; carried away; because of too much
entry (on stage); appearance (on screen); entrance; introduction (into a market)
to dart one's eyes about; to be surprised; to be bewildered; to be confused; to be flustered
to cling to; to hang onto; to rely on; to depend on; to implore; to entreat
to speak; to say; to vocalize
dull; uninteresting; insignificant; unimportant; absurd; foolish
slapping; splashing; splatting; banging shut; flat (refusal, denial, etc.)
to be bewildered; to be perplexed
used; second-hand; old; Middle Ages (in Japan esp. Heian period)
to stoop; to lean over; to bend forward; to bend down; to crouch; to squat
confusion; dismay; consternation; panic
absence; being away from home; house-sitting; house-sitter; being left unattended to (of one's studies, etc.); neglecting
whereabouts; place; location; place where one belongs; where one fits in; place where one can be oneself
emotional attachment; attitude (expressing emotion); meditative pose (e.g. an actor); posing for effect
itchy; creepy; feeling uneasy
flopping (e.g. on a bed); scattering (e.g. limbs horizontally)
to warm oneself; to sun oneself; to warm up; to get warm
to let out a cry; to break forth
what the?; what's going on?; what's this?
laying one's head in someone's lap; using someone's lap for a pillow
secret; secrecy; mystery; secret (e.g. to success); esoteric teachings
relatives; one's family; friends; members of the same organization; followers; henchmen
first experience (of something); first sexual experience
to imitate; to copy; to mock; to trace; to forge