to have a hard time of it
apiece; each; at a time; piecemeal
grudge; complaint; reproach
simmer; bubble out; flow out
to well up (of tears, anger, joy, etc.); to surge up (within oneself); to rise; to feel nauseated; to feel sick
recognizing anew; seeing something in a new light
to torment; to pain; to inflict (physical) pain; to harass; to cause (emotional) pain; to afflict
changing clothes; change of clothes
sharply; harshly; stingingly
innermost depths of one's heart
tightly (packed); densely; closely; crammed
carefree; free from worry
to press down; to hold down; to pin down; to suppress (feelings, disorder, opposition, etc.); to repress
to shake; to jolt; to shake (e.g. the political world); to disturb; to put off a batter (by varying one's type of pitch)
to destroy; to demolish; to disturb; to put into disorder; to relax (one's pose); to make oneself at ease; to break (a bill)
to become misty; to become hazy; to get blurry; to grow dim; to be overshadowed; to be upstaged
large drop (rain, sweat, tears, etc.); large grain-like object (grape, cherry, etc.)
to crush to death; to stifle to death; to squeeze to death; to stifle (a laugh, etc.); to muffle (one's breathing); to subdue (one's voice)
overflowing; effusive; exuberant; bountiful
to muffle one's voice; to speak (or sob, etc.) quietly
to the limit; to the full; as much as possible; with all one's might
one's heart; one's feelings; one's inner thoughts; one's mind
border; boundary; turning point; watershed; area; region
persecution complex; paranoia
dull; uninteresting; insignificant; unimportant; absurd; foolish
planning; project; plan; design
to start (something); to start up; to boot (a computer); to launch (a business)
there being no use in arguing (about it)
standard; set; routine; decided
to eagerly look forward to
while being out of the office or away from home
pitch; tone; time; tempo; mood; tendency
unity; consolidation; uniformity; unification; compatible
all of a sudden; suddenly; by chance; unexpectedly