self-consciousness; self-awareness
to stop (plug) one's ears
to scream; to whine; to grumble; to complain
to yearn for; to long for; to follow (someone); to idolize (for virtue, learning, status, etc.)
to come true (of a wish, prayer, etc.); to be realized; to suit (e.g. a purpose); to meet (wishes, ideals, etc.); to match (implies competition); to rival
desire; wish; request; entreaty; prayer; (written) application
to thrust before; to thrust at
rather; sooner; preferably
regret; repentance; remorse
slightly bitter (taste); bittersweet (memory, experience, etc.)
to come to an end; to close the curtain
to burn with combativeness
then; and then; and; if so; because then; if that's the case
handsome man; looker; good guy; great guy; influential person (esp. in the yakuza); sumo wrestler
to overwhelm (e.g. an opponent); to overpower; to overwhelm (someone with emotion); to move; to intimidate; to frighten
disappointed love; broken heart; unrequited love; being lovelorn
food; provisions; nourishment (mental, spiritual, etc.); sustenance (e.g. of one's life); source of encouragement
to regain one's footing; to get back on one's feet; to recover; (of the market) to improve
to ask after (someone's health); to visit; to attack; to strike; to meet with misfortune
to decide; to determine; to establish; to lay down; to bring peace (to); to make peaceful
distant view; looking from a distance; good long distance vision; farsightedness
to resign; to abandon; to step aside; to back out of; to retire; to get away
indescribable; inexpressible; unspeakable; indefinable; nobody can tell
under-shoulder swing-down; technique of grasping the arm of the opponent, the moment he comes forward, while stepping out of line and pushing down on the shoulder blade with the other hand, thus pulling him down; dodging; parrying (questions); disappointment; letdown
to eat; to drink; to receive (e.g. a blow); to be on the receiving end (of something undesirable); to undergo (trouble)
to boil up; to come to the boil; to arise; to break out; to get excited; to be in uproar
proof; testimony; demonstration; verification; certification
to run (of liquid); to spread; to blur; to blot; to ooze; to well up (of tears, etc.)
coincidence; chance; by chance; unexpectedly; contingency
to be hesitant; to feel timid
grip; having all the cards needed to form a scoring combination in one's hand
to throw out one's chest; to be puffed up with pride
special; auspicious; happy; naive; innocent; good-natured
self-centered; stuck on oneself
to throw away; to cast away; to abandon; to desert; to give up; to resign
being too late; losing one's final chance
affirmation; affirmative (logic)
several weeks; a few weeks
to spread; to be propagated