sudden; abrupt; unexpected; unforeseen
choking; suffocating; stifling; oppressive; heavy
self-awareness; awareness (of one's position, abilities, duty, etc.); perceiving (something); taking in (a sensation); self-consciousness
to stop (plug) one's ears
to scream; to whine; to grumble; to complain
to yearn for; to long for; to follow (someone); to idolize (for virtue, learning, status, etc.)
to come true (of a dream, wish, etc.); to be realized; to be fulfilled; to be granted; to be answered (of a prayer); to be requited (of love)
desire; wish; request; entreaty; prayer; (written) application
to thrust at someone (e.g. a weapon); to point (a gun, knife, etc.) at; to hold up threateningly to (someone's face); to present forcefully (demand, document, etc.); to confront someone with (evidence, facts, etc.); to force upon
rather; sooner; preferably; on the contrary; if anything
regret; repentance; remorse
slightly bitter (taste); bittersweet (memory, experience, etc.)
to lower the curtain (at the end of a play); to come to an end; to finish
to burn with combativeness
then; and (then); in that case; if so
handsome man; looker; good guy; great guy; influential person (esp. in the yakuza); sumo wrestler
to overwhelm (e.g. an opponent); to overpower; to overwhelm (someone with emotion); to move; to intimidate; to frighten
disappointed love; broken heart; unrequited love; being lovelorn
food; provisions; nourishment (mental, spiritual, etc.); sustenance (e.g. of one's life); source of encouragement
to regain one's footing; to get back on one's feet; to recover; (of the market) to improve
to visit and comfort or console; to go to see (e.g. someone in hospital); to ask after (e.g. someone's health); to attack; to hit; to strike
to decide; to determine; to establish; to lay down; to bring peace (to); to make peaceful
distant view; looking from a distance; being able to see a long distance; good long-distance vision; farsightedness
to resign; to abandon; to step aside; to back out of; to retire; to get away
indescribable; inexpressible; unspeakable; indefinable; nobody can tell
to suffer a disappointment; to feel let down; to have one's attack (question, etc.) sidestepped; to be given the slip
to boil up; to come to the boil; to arise; to break out; to get excited; to be in uproar
proof; testimony; demonstration; verification; certification
painstaking (e.g. effort); excruciating (e.g. hard work); grueling
coincidence; chance; by chance; unexpectedly; contingency
to be hesitant; to feel timid
grip; having all the cards needed to form a scoring combination in one's hand
to throw out one's chest; to be puffed up with pride
self-centered; stuck on oneself
to throw away; to cast away; to abandon; to desert; to give up; to resign
being too late; losing one's final chance
several weeks; a few weeks
to spread; to be propagated