to shut one's eyes; to ignore; to pretend not to know; to die
hard to get; hard to come by
painful; difficult; distressing; (psychologically) difficult; straitened (circumstances); tight (financial situation)
to lay aside; to set aside
to join hands together; to join forces; to collaborate
tightly (hold, squeeze, etc.); firmly; forcefully (e.g. push); hard
to load (a gun, etc.); to charge; to put into (e.g. emotion, effort); to include (e.g. tax in a sales price); to hang over; to shroud
coward; sissy; weakling; loser; milquetoast; good-for-nothing
to revel in trouble and discord; to be bent on making trouble; to like starting fights
reference; example; inquiry (about a product, business deal, etc.); enquiry; being summoned to appear to court; witness
only; merely; but; no more than
even if I say so myself; for me (to do such a thing)
to leak out; to escape; to find expression; to give vent; to leak out; to be divulged
brush tip; first on a list; head; chief
educational institution; school; academy; campus
each time; every time; whenever (something happens); on the occasion of
to light (a candle, lamp, etc.); to turn on (a light)
to torment; to torture; to harass
still more; even more; much more; increased; greater
to seize; to catch; to obtain; to acquire; to understand; to grasp
to build up; to establish; to form; to become (a state); to accomplish; to achieve; to change into
membership of the Imperial family
to be disconnected; to get out of place; to miss the mark; to get it wrong (e.g. guess, expectation); to be removed; to be excluded
graduation; completion (of a course); moving on (from); outgrowing (something); leaving (a group, company, etc.)
being adopted into the family of one's bride
subtle; delicate; difficult; complex; doubtful; questionable
backing; support; backer; shield that protects one's back
to yearn for; to pine; to be deeply in love with
definitely; absolutely; absolute; unconditional; absoluteness
discord; breaking up (e.g. friendship)
to act as a go-between (for); to mediate; to arrange; to entertain (guests); to treat; to receive
to obtain; to come into possession of; to get hold of; to get one's hands on
by all means; at any cost; whether (one is) willing or not; willingly or unwillingly; on no account; by no means
marriage ceremony; wedding; nuptials
to be unreasonable; to whine; to act like a baby
to grow long (e.g. hair, nails); to lengthen; to extend; to reach out; to hold out; to straighten; to smooth out