jpdb beta

dying in vain; useless death; meaningless death

1

to rely on; to depend on; to count on; to turn to (for help)

1

only; nothing but

3

we

1

to know shame; to have a sense of shame; to be ashamed

1

being excluded; being ignored; being kept in the dark (about); being kept out of the loop; (lit.) outside the mosquito net

1

opinion; view; comment

2

right in half

1

to break; to be smashed; to split; to crack; to be divided (opinion, vote, etc.); to split (e.g. of a party); to come to light

1

to present; to submit; to tender; to hold out

4

to survive

2

indicates reason or excuse; indicates dissatisfaction; indicates desire to be pampered or indulged

1

opposition; resistance; antagonism; reverse; opposite; inverse

2

sigh

3

to let leak; to let out (e.g. light); to let out (a secret); to leak (information); to give utterance to (e.g. one's dissatisfaction); to vent; to wet one's pants

6

beckoning

1

whispering into a person's ear

1

contents; content; substance; matter; detail; import

1

being startled

1

to look (stare) back at (somebody); to look at again; to re-examine; to prove oneself superior (to someone who had previously been condescending); to look back (behind oneself)

1

helplessly; reluctantly

1

deep breath

2

before one's eyes; in front of one; under one's nose; immediate; imminent; around the corner

3

desk

2

to one's heart's content; as much as one wants; as hard as one can; resolution; decisiveness; determination

1

to throw violently against; to slam against; to strike; to thrust at someone (e.g. a letter)

2

sound; noise; note; fame; Chinese-derived character reading

2

to fall completely silent; to become still as death

1

notice; attention; observation

1

to gather; to collect; to assemble

1

to rub; to chafe; to strike (match); to lose (e.g. a match); to forfeit; to squander one's money (e.g. through gambling, Pachinko, etc.)

1

comfort

1

to duck one's head; to pull in one's head; to duck down; to shrug one's shoulders

1

to blame; to reproach; to question (a suspect); to challenge; to aggravate (an injury); to be aggravated

2

to swell; to rise; to bulge; to rouse; to get excited

1

place; spot; address; district; area; one's house; point

2

deep; profound; dense; thick; close (relationship); intense; strong

3

to stare fixedly at; to fix one's gaze on; to make sure of; to set one's eyes on (e.g. the future); to focus on

2

expectation; anticipation; purpose; intention; others' opinions of one; speculation

1

to catch one's breath; to gulp; to have one's breath taken away; to gasp

1

approval; agreement; support; favour; favor

1

everyone; everybody; all; everything; all

7

similar

3

reaction; response

1

among these; between these; of these; in here; in this

2

internal conditions; true state of affairs

1

particularly; especially; in particular; expressly

2

in conflict; incompatible; out of harmony; running counter; mutually exclusive; clashing with

1

hence; for that reason

1

demotion; relegation; reduction in rank; degradation; downward move

1