to carry on one's shoulder; to shoulder; to bear; to bear (burden, responsibility, etc.); to take upon oneself
elder brother; one's senior; older man; man older than oneself
plans; arrangement; schedule; program; programme; expectation
unreasonable; unnatural; impossible; forcible; forced; excessive (work, etc.); immoderate
to become known; to come to light; to be known; to be understood; to clearly not amount to much; to be insignificant
regret; flesh, blood vessels and fat from around chicken heart (usu. served as yakitori)
a lot; lots; enough; sufficient; enough; too many
innermost depths of one's heart
to put away; to stow away; to tuck away; to hoard
memories; recollections; reminiscence
even a little; any at all; if only a little; no matter how little
to add; to add up; to increase; to gather (e.g. speed); to include; to count in
to be used up; to be run out; to be exhausted; to be consumed; to come to an end
ago; since; before; previous
consciousness; becoming aware (of); awareness; mano-vijnana (mental consciousness, cognizer of sensory information)
gradually; by degrees; little by little; steps; stairs; staircase
dim; hazy; vague; indistinct; faint; fuzzy
unsteadily (e.g. on one's feet); shakily; wavering (in one's mind); unsteadily; aimlessly; unconsciously
matter of time; question of time
appearing ...; looking ...; way to ...; method of ...ing; form; style
by all means; at any cost; whether (one is) willing or not; willingly or unwillingly; on no account; by no means
to become blunt; to grow dull; to become less capable; to weaken; to falter
disgust; hate; repugnance; loathing
circumstances; condition; to arrange; to manage; to lend money; to raise money
hatred; abhorrence; loathing; detestation
one's line of sight; one's gaze; one's eyes (looking); glance; gaze; look
spell; curse; dharani; mantra
to lose heart; to lose motivation
no matter for; without regard to; whatever the ...
concerning the result (as opposed to the means used to achieve this result or the original goal)
to return (something); to restore; to turn over; to turn upside down; to pay back; to retaliate; to respond (with)
conflict; complication; troubles; discord
finally; after; following; at the end (of)
to push (something) against
to prepare oneself (for the worst); to resolve oneself
to convey; to report; to transmit; to communicate; to tell; to impart
eh?; what?; yes; that's correct; (arch.) strengthens a question, assertion, etc.; (arch.) hey
to match (rhythm, speed, etc.); to join together; to unite; to face; to be opposite (someone); to compare; to check with
decision; determination; resolution
to swing; to sway; to shake; to waver; to feel shaken; to become unstable
to hold between (e.g. one's fingers, chopsticks); to grip (from both sides); to put between; to sandwich between; to catch (e.g. a finger in a door); to trap; to insert (e.g. a break into proceedings)
one side; one party; counterpart; one of a pair; fellow; mate
direction; orientation; bearing; course (e.g. of action)
to turn toward; to look (up, down, etc.); to face (e.g. east) (of a building, window, etc.); to look out on; to point (of an arrow, compass needle, etc.); to be suited to