one too shy to actively join in the party; wallflower
assembly hall; meeting place; venue; grounds
to ask; to inquire; to implore (a god for an oracle); to seek direction (from your superior); to visit; to speak to (a large crowd at a theatre, etc.)
by the way; incidentally; sometimes; occasionally; precisely (at that time); exactly
to draw through one's hand; to stroke (e.g. a beard); to work someone hard; to masturbate
elevation; rise; improvement; advancement; progress
limply; wearily; listlessly; languidly; exhaustedly; unenergetically
splendid; magnificent; gorgeous
ignoring; looking the other way; passing through; going through; ball hit through net (in tennis)
to entwine; to twine around; to coordinate (with); to arrest
opposition; resistance; antagonism; reverse; opposite; inverse
to go uninvited; to call on without an invitation; to barge in on; to throng to; to crowd into; to converge upon
to give up; to abandon (hope, plans); to resign oneself (to)
to keep within limits (e.g. spending); to restrain (e.g. emotions); to control; to hold back (e.g. an enemy); to check; to curb
alone; by oneself; on one's own
man; male; masculine gender
to approach; to draw near; to get close; to get acquainted with; to get closer to; to get to know
forced laugh; forced smile
because; the reason is; if you want to know why
poor (at); weak (in); not very good (at); not one's cup of tea; not one's favorite
excessive self-consciousness; excessively self-conscious person
person who is overly conscious about appearing interesting (esp. online)
to fall in love; to be in love; to be charmed with; to lose one's heart to
to come to like; to become fond of; to fall in love
to praise highly; to sing the praises of; to applaud; to acclaim; to admire
how long; how much; to what extent
to adhere to; to stick to; to keep close to; to go along with; to get involved with; to be thick with
forever; endlessly; on and on; meandering; wandering; winding
there's no (other) way; cannot be helped; unavoidable; it's no use (doing); pointless; hopeless (person)
lonely; lonesome; solitary; desolate
to turn one's head; to look over one's shoulder; to turn around; to think back (on); to reminisce; to look back (on)
to get; to earn; to understand; to comprehend; to receive something undesirable (e.g. a punishment); to get (ill)
to one's heart's content; as much as one wants; as hard as one can; resolution; decisiveness; determination
perhaps; possibly; maybe; if; in case; in the event that
different person; another person; someone else; changed man
student (esp. a university student)
dark history; dark past; something one wants to forget or pretend never happened
the person in question; the person themselves; said person
wrong impression; subjective impression; assumption; prejudice
violent; furious; extreme; intense; fervent; vehement