not knowing one's social position; overweening; overreaching; forgetting who one is
female friend; woman friend
to manage something successfully; to be successful
unreasonable; unnatural; impossible; forcible; forced; excessive (work, etc.); immoderate
the truth; fact; as it is; as you are; frank; bare plain
to accept; to receive; to agree
to refuse; to reject; to decline; to prevent (from doing); to deny (e.g. access); to block
insincerity; dishonesty; untruthfulness; bad faith
to peek (through a keyhole, gap, etc.); to look down into (a ravine, etc.); to peek into (a shop, bookstore, etc.); to sneak a look at; to take a quick look at; to peep (through a telescope, microscope, etc.); to stick out (a scarf from a collar, etc.)
pretending not to know; feigning ignorance
so; like this; in this way
complex; complicated; intricate; mixed (feelings)
to crunch; to masticate; to simplify; to explain plainly
to get angry; to take offense; to take offence; to be furious
after all; in the end; conclusion; end; end of a game of go, shogi, etc.
to feel irritated; to feel offended; to feel angry; to feel sick; to feel nauseous
involuntarily; reluctantly; against one's inclination; against one's will; as a matter of unpleasant necessity; despite oneself