I wish I had ...; I should have ...; it would have been better if I had ...
reality; actuality; hard fact
to bring back; to restore
performance; take; game; season; penetrative vaginal sex (with a prostitute); unsimulated sex (in an adult movie)
lightly (floating, drifting, etc.); buoyantly; soft; fluffy; unsteadily; flightily
practice; putting into practice; implementation; praxis (philosophy)
action; movements; motions; bearing; behaviour; behavior
to be very far apart from; to be remote; to be quite different from
movement; move; motion; trend; development; change
to spend; to expend; to waste; to squander; to devote
revival from the brink of death; recovering from a hopeless situation; resuscitation; revitalization
to favor; to favour; to show favor to; to show favour to; to be partial to; to be a regular customer of
respect; esteem; reverence; honour; honor
to be popular; to come into fashion; to be prevalent; to spread widely (e.g. disease); to flourish; to thrive
craftsman; artisan; tradesman; worker; workman
(free) sample; promotional gift
to judge; to decide; to sit in judgement; to try
to receive; to take; to get somebody to do something; to have in one's pocket (a fight, match); to contract (a disease); to catch
trying to think of a way (to); devising means (to); working out (how to do); contriving (to raise money); managing
unheard-of; unprecedented; unparalleled in history (unparallelled); record-breaking
body; oneself; one's place; one's position; main part; meat (as opposed to bone, skin, etc.)
seat; place; position; status; gathering; party; stand
to stick; to paste; to stretch; to spread; to form (e.g. ice on a pond); to fill; to swell
preparation; arrangements; getting ready; provision; setup; reserving
to be reflected in a mirror
sleeve; wing (of a stage, desk, gate, etc.)
to treat; to handle; to deal with; to arrange; to decorate; to dress
increasing; uploading; posting (e.g. content); close-up; finishing shooting (of a film, etc.); upswept hairstyle; being up (i.e. leading in sports)
eyes; expression of the eyes; area around the eyes; skin round one's eyes
purple; violet; Lithospermum erythrorhizon (species of gromwell); type of soy sauce
strongish; somewhat strong
to shine; to glow; to look attractive; to look nice; to be set off (by)
tightly (holding on); firmly; strongly (built); solidly; properly; well
force; vigor; influence; authority; impetus; momentum
obstinate; stubborn; mulish; die-hard; bigoted
meeting (face-to-face); seeing; visit; interview
isolated; standing alone; falling in drops (e.g. rain); saying a single word; muttering just a few words
conviction; belief; confidence
very likely; very probable
to rise; to swell; to be promoted
preference; priority; precedence