destination (one is heading towards); goal
claim; insistence; assertion; advocacy; emphasis; contention
cannot help feeling that; cannot help thinking that
(being) empty-handed; lapse of manners of paying a visit without taking a gift
henchman; follower; (arch.) adopted child
to wound; to injure; to hurt someone's feelings (pride, etc.); to damage; to chip
feces (esp. animal); excrement; dung
overly familiar; overfamiliar; too friendly; too free; cheeky
across; over; beyond; throughout (a period of time); for
looking for (a suitable thing or person); searching for; hunting out; picking out; shopping around for; searching (a place)
indeed; really; truly; very much
way; manner; (for) the first time in (e.g. ten years); after ...; ...-sized; amount (equivalent to ...)
beginning; start; clue; lead; thread end
insignificant; inconsequential; trifling; negligible; of little importance
to begin to say; to start talking; to broach (a matter); to be the first to say; to suggest (doing); to propose
to have tears in one's eyes; to be moved to tears
as you can imagine; as imagined
violence; assault; rough (handling, language, etc.); reckless; rape; sexual assault
to shed tears; to (begin to) cry
to comb back; to stroke upward; to smooth up
chill; the shivers; shivering fit
punishment (of children); spanking; smacking; criminal punishment (esp. execution; Edo period)
palm; open hand; playing on equal terms; lack of handicap
tingling (with pain or numbness); throbbing; stinging; buzzing; chirring; chirping (of insects)
to hurt; to ache; to feel a pain; to be injured; to be spoiled (e.g. food); to be damaged
to wear (a sword, decoration, etc.); to carry; to be entrusted with (a mission); to be charged with; to have (a quality, property, etc.); to have a trace of
treatment; conduct (towards another); behavior; stage performance; movements (of an actor); acting gestures
close; intimate; on good terms
to defy; to disobey; to rebel against; to oppose; to resist
horseback riding; sitting astride; straddling
overhead; above one's head; high in the sky
to struggle; to writhe; to wriggle; to act frantically; to make desperate efforts
to press down; to hold down; to pin down; to suppress (feelings, disorder, opposition, etc.); to repress
to get damaged; to get chipped; to be wounded; to get injured; to get hurt (reputation)
emotion; feeling; atmosphere; mood; spirit
absentmindedly; vacantly; carelessly
one by one; one each; one at a time
there's no (other) way; cannot be helped; unavoidable; it's no use (doing); pointless; hopeless (person)
to be violated; to be corrupted; to be polluted; to be stained
contempt; scorn; disdain; despising; looking down on; slighting