painful; sore; cringy; embarrassing; exceeding
to draw (attention, sympathy, etc.); to attract (e.g. interest)
interest (in something); curiosity (about something); zest (for)
considerably; not a little; in no small numbers
childhood friend; friend from infancy; old playmate
disagreeable; unpleasant; adverse; unsympathetic
terrible; dreadful; terrifying; surprising; startling; tremendous
empty; void; vain; fruitless; lifeless
assistance payment; subsidiary aid
time (three times, each time, etc.); times
to be sad; to mourn for; to regret
to pile up; to heap up; to stack up; to repeat many times over; to go through repeatedly; to accumulate
to curse; to put a curse on; to detest intensely
hateful; abominable; poor-looking; amazing; fantastic; admirable
act of self-harm; self-injurious behavior; self-injurious behaviour
to repeat; to do something over again
to catch; to stop the blow; to react to; to take (advice, etc.); to accept
person with whom to speak; someone to talk to; companion; advisor; adviser
please; somehow or other; one way or another
one's circumstances; environment; situation (in life)
even a little; any at all; if only a little; no matter how little
sympathy; compassion; pity
whereabouts; place; location; place where one belongs; where one fits in; place where one can be oneself
separation; farewell; parting
to receive; to take; to get somebody to do something; to have in one's pocket (a fight, match); to contract (a disease); to catch
but I suppose; it seems; probably; I guess
oneself; oneself; for oneself; personally
aspiration; volunteering; desire; application
naming; nominating; designating; calling on; asking for; requesting
to shine; to glitter; to be bright
to gouge; to hollow out; to greatly perturb; to cause emotional pain; to get to the bottom of things; to relentlessly bring the truth to light
to bear; to stand; to endure; to put up with
to draw; to paint; to depict; to describe; to picture in one's mind; to imagine
to shed light; to cast light
slowly (but steadily); gradually; irritatedly; impatiently; scorchingly (of the sun); sizzling (i.e. sound of frying in oil); sound of a warning bell, alarm clock, etc.
to be scorched into; to be seared into; to make a strong impression; to be etched in (one's memory)
to overlook; to fail to notice; to miss (seeing)
assistance; help; aid; support; reinforcement
to mince; to cut fine; to carve; to engrave; to tick away (time); to beat out (e.g. rhythm); to etch (into one's mind)
endurance; patience; perseverance; self-control; self-restraint