to gulp down; to swallow deeply; to understand; to take in; to engulf; to swallow up
or rather (say); or better (say); or perhaps I should say; or, how should I put it; I mean
to cut into (a conversation); to interject
conclusion from reasoning, judgement or calculation based on something read or heard; reason; cause; meaning; circumstances; situation
a short while ago; a moment ago; just now; some time ago
living; lifestyle; living room
to relax; to feel at home
dimly; faintly; with a faint light; warmly; friendly; in a heartwarming manner
to stream; to flow (liquid, time, etc.); to be washed away; to be carried; to drift; to float (e.g. clouds); to sweep (e.g. rumour, fire)
miserable; disconsolate; helpless; cheerless; downhearted; dreary
at this juncture; after all this time; at this stage; now
obedient; meek; docile; honest; frank; upfront (about one's feelings)
resigning to another's will; going along without resistance; doing as another wants
it is ... that ...; precisely; although; while; it is precisely because ... that ...; only because ...
friction; discord; trouble; dissension; disagreement
so; therefore; accordingly; consequently; on those grounds; that is why
to that extent; accordingly; that being the case; that state; that condition
on purpose; deliberately; intentionally
provision; supply; payment; allowance; grant
estimate (of costs); budget
to buy; to purchase; to value; to have a high opinion; to stir; to provoke
every year; yearly; annually
source of revenue; financial supporter
extravagant; lavish; opulent; luxurious; magnificent; splendid
to cure; to heal; to fix; to correct; to do over again; to replace
inside the breast of one's clothing (esp. kimono); bosom; space between one's chest and outstretched arms; (one's) reach; heart (e.g. of a mountain); bosom (e.g. of nature)
(not so) much; (not) very
petty; small-minded; stingy; poor (performance, etc.); bad; unskilled
to be amazed; to be shocked; to be astonished; to be astounded; to be disgusted; to be exasperated
(lit.) blood flows; to have the blood of ... running in one's veins (artist, warrior, etc.); to be born with particular skills, characteristics, etc.; to have something "in one's blood"
to hurt; to injure; to harm; to damage; to worry; to bother
to look away; to avert one's eyes
man; male; fellow; guy; male lover; boyfriend
long time; long interval; for quite some time
(medical) treatment; care; therapy; cure; remedy