self-hatred; self-abhorrence; self-loathing
bounce; spring; momentum; impetus; moment; instant
together (of two people); both (of you, them, etc.)
chattering (teeth); (frozen, worried) stiff; rigid (personality, thinking, etc.); inflexible; voracious (e.g. work, study); without slack or pause
application (of ointment, etc.)
warm; mild; warm (of a colour); mellow; having enough money
awkward (movements, speech, etc.); jerky; stiff; strained (relations); sour
thumping (heart); banging; pounding; racing
explosion; rupture; break off
idling; lazing; slovenly; flirting; philandering; womanizing
itchy; creepy; feeling uneasy
to remain; to abide; to stay (in the one place); to be limited to; to be confined to; to only account for
whispering; whisper; secret talk; murmur
to vanish gradually (e.g. of a voice); to trail off; to die away; to feel one's soul leaving one's body (from embarrassment, grief, etc.); to feel faint; to feel numb
to go to ruin; to go under; to fall; to be destroyed; to die out; to become extinct
birth; creation; formation
quarrel; brawl; fight; squabble; scuffle; argument
to writhe (in pain); to be in agony; to be anguished; to be agonized; to be troubled
100,000,000; one hundred million
exceedingly; extremely; very many; indeed
counter for occurrences; a time; an instance; inning (baseball); round; episode; chapter
to be resurrected; to be resuscitated; to be rehabilitated; to be recalled (e.g. memories); to be brought back
to be reflected in a mirror
nothing more ... than this; as ... as it could possibly be
Japan's best; number one in Japan
liver; innards; courage; spirit; crux; essential point
to revive; to come to oneself; to be restored to life
without; but if; otherwise; or else
to warp; to curve; to arch; to bend backward (body or body part, e.g. fingers)
to telephone; to make a phone call
as a child; when one was a child; childhood
island; one's territory (e.g. of a sex worker, organized crime gang); one's turf
to listen attentively to; to be lost in
to bend one's head slightly to one side; to look slightly doubtful
back to back; discord; feud; opposite sides of the same coin
(one's) gaze; direction in which one is looking; point of view; standpoint; line covering someone's eyes (in an edited photograph)
to overcome (opposition); to push past; to force one's way; to press and cut
(I) think (that); (I) have a feeling (that); (I) fancy (that)