or rather (say); or better (say); or perhaps I should say; or, how should I put it; I mean
to meet; to face someone; to co-star; to appear together; to be matched; to face against
(feeling of) indebtedness; feeling obliged
double suicide; lovers' suicide
final; eventual; ultimate
(a) weakness; shortcoming; failing; sore point
telling others; revealing to others; letting out a secret
to open one's eyes wide (in anger, surprise, etc.); to goggle at
hiding at all costs; desperate cover-up; doing one's best to keep (something) secret
meeting; rendezvous; encounter; confluence
service; duty; business; Buddhist religious services
(idle) curiosity; fancifulness; whimsy; (having) strange tastes
again (and again); once again; yet again; (there you go) again
to leave alone; to leave as is; to ignore; to neglect
push; pushing; weight; pressure; authority; forcefulness
all-purpose; utility; universal; all-powerful; almighty; omnipotent
to be sensible; to be smart; to be tasteful; to be thoughtful; to be tactful; to be sensitive
unwelcome; nerdish; unpopular
to draw (attention, sympathy, etc.); to attract (e.g. interest)
patience; forbearance; endurance; forgiveness; pardon
excess; surplus; superabundance; overabundance
underestimation; undervaluation
to bear a grudge against; to resent; to blame; to curse; to feel bitter towards
to pierce; to stab; to sting; to bite; to sew; to stitch; to pole (a boat)
to be seized with fear; to be intimidated; to lose one's nerve; to be frightened; to get cold feet; to chicken out
to scatter around; to leave untidy; to make a mess
to throw; to hurl; to give up; to abandon; to cast (a glance, shadow, doubt, etc.)
quite capable of ...; could happen; not unlikely to
white heat; incandescence; becoming excited; getting heated (e.g. of a discussion); reaching a climax
to speak ill of; to disparage
from out of nowhere; from who knows where
to suck up to; to curry up to someone
to flatter; to soft-soap; to sweet talk; to cajole; to instigate
dying; death; dead; useless; damned
to kill; to slay; to suppress; to block; to suppress (a voice, feelings, etc.); to hold back
brute; beast; monster; inhuman person; ungrateful person
to abuse (verbally); to curse at; to shout abuse at; to speak ill of
weak point; weakness; shortcoming; defect; flaw; sore spot
still more; to say nothing of; not to mention; still less