to spend; to expend; to waste; to squander; to devote
diversion; appropriation (e.g. of funds); misappropriation; re-use (e.g. old computer parts); recycling
to get; to secure; to learn; to master; to complete
backward glance; sidelong glance; faceless ghost with an eye in its rump
to be unable to; to find difficult (unpleasant, awkward, painful) to do; to serve two or more functions or roles simultaneously; to contain (or combine) two or more features; to work in two or more jobs simultaneously (positions, etc.); to do alongside
let me see; well; errr ...; uhh ...
when it comes to ...; where ... is concerned; if it's the case that ...; if it turns out that ...; if it's true that ...
seductive; carnal; troubling; difficult; anxious; uneasy
ghost; apparition; phantom; spectre; specter; demon
to contemplate; to ponder; to think long about; to turn over in one's mind
around there; near there; or thereabouts; or so; such a matter; such a thing
yes; yeah; huh?; what?; not; 's
is it?; isn't it?; be; is
bright red; deep red; flushed (of face); downright (e.g. lie); complete; utter
to fit; to get into; to be fit for (a job, etc.); to be suited for; to fall into; to plunge into
few; a little; scarce; insufficient; seldom
refreshing; exhilarating; invigorating; bracing
scary; frightening; eerie; dreadful
immediately; right away; at once; instantly
besides; furthermore; on top of that; and yet; nevertheless; even so
very; considerably; by no means; not readily; middle; half-way point
affliction; hardship; difficulty; suffering; trouble
mystery; curiosity; strangeness; ghost; monster; apparition
character; personality; (fictional) character; letter; character
(fictional) character; character; personality; persona
Mara; demon king who attempted to hinder Gautama Buddha from attaining enlightenment; obstacle to enlightenment; penis
to suddenly understand (esp. on basis of experience or memory); to come to mind; to recall (in a flash); to be reminded of; to call to mind; to think of
person concerned; interested party; related party
system; lineage; corollary; system (range of strata that correspond to a particular time period); (taxonomical) series
disguising oneself as a man; dressing as a man (for a woman); male clothing
fascinating; voluptuous; bewitching; captivating
imagination; supposition; guess
no good; not serving its purpose; hopeless; wasted; cannot; must not
beautiful woman; (a) beauty
yearning; longing; aspiration; adoration; admiration
very; extremely; extreme; excessive; splendid; impressive
as a child; when one was a child; childhood
hospitalization; hospitalisation
to feel depressed; to be in low spirits; to mope
document; reportage; documentary; documentation