to go through; to suffer; to experience (something unpleasant)
sobbing; weeping; whimpering
to find a clear solution; to come to a clean decision; to give a clear explanation; to divide exactly (without remainder); to divide evenly
to drag along; to pull; to force someone along; to prolong; to drag out; to influence strongly
training; education; stocking up; laying in; preparation (e.g. ingredients); girl studying to become a geisha
absent-mindedly; idly; vacantly; doing nothing
to point down; to look down; to get worse; to begin to fall (e.g. of a price)
paying for one's mistakes; getting one's just deserts; suffering the consequences (of one's own actions); reaping what you sow
in the belly; in one's heart of hearts
prejudice; bias; distorted view
to come to like; to become fond of; to fall in love
during imprisonment; while in jail
from the beginning; without hesitation; flatly (e.g. refusing); entirely; completely
to behave; to conduct oneself; to entertain; to treat someone (to a drink); to make tea for someone (tea ceremony)
to worry about; to be worried about; to fret about; to not know what to do; to be at a loss (as to what to do)
silent (as the grave); deadly silent; deathly quiet
door (esp. Japanese-style); shutter; window shutter; (arch.) entrance (to a home); (arch.) narrows
railing; guard rail; (arch.) (shining) brightly (of the moon or stars); (arch.) (flowing) endlessly (of tears)
to leave (in someone's keeping); to put (in someone's care); to put (someone) in charge of; to leave (a matter) in someone's hands; to lean on; to put one's weight on
to stand (still) a while; to loiter; to stop
to leave alone; to leave as is; to ignore; to neglect
something to think about; one's thoughts; concern; thinking about something; being absorbed in one's thoughts
grief; sorrow; extreme sadness; heartbreak
to hang one's head; to look down; to cast one's eyes downward
to leave alone; to leave as is; to ignore; to neglect
silence; being silent; quiet; reticence; inaction
intermittently; bit by bit; little by little; in drops (e.g. of rain)
to mutter; to murmur; to grumble; to tweet (Twitter)
to go on a trip; to go out to play; to go and visit (a friend)
to have meaning; to be meaningful
living; life (one's daily existence); livelihood
to relax; to make oneself comfortable
certain; unmistaken; evident; obvious; beyond doubt
to descend (e.g. a mountain); to go down; to alight (e.g. from bus); to get off; to step down; to retire; to be granted
to prove successful; to take hold; to amount to something
what's the best thing to do?; what to do?
selfishness; egotism; egoism; (being) self-centered; without consulting; (doing) as one pleases
goddamn idiot; moron; nitwit
sobbing; weeping; fit of crying
bonds (between people); (emotional) ties; relationship; tether; fetters
no change; no difference; no unusual events; no accidents; no incidents
unusual event; strange occurrence; strange phenomenon; something abnormal; change (for the worse); accident