instability; insecurity; crankiness
to swing; to sway; to shake; to waver; to feel shaken; to become unstable
to check; to stop; to keep back
the best one can do; one's best effort; with all one's might; to the best of one's ability; as hard as possible
criticism; blame; censure; attack; reproach
shivering; feeling chilly; shuddering (with fear); feeling creepy; thrilled; excited
(in the) neighbourhood; neighborhood; around; about; for instance; say
strange; odd; peculiar; weird; bizarre; unusual
obstruction; hindrance; blocking; disturbance; interference; interruption
tenacious; tough; enduring; dogged; headstrong; stubborn
ordinary; nothing special; nothing to exclaim over
next (e.g. "next April"); forthcoming; coming; to come; to arrive; to be due to
to get carried away; to get overly elated; to become over-excited; to get up to speed; to move into gear
to pretend to be tough; to put on a brave front; to whistle in the dark; to bluff
no sooner than; as soon as; immediately after; at the thought of; when I think about
klop; klunk; whonk; with a heavy impact; forcibly
to step aside; to move (out of the way); to make way; to resign; to retire; to quit
disadvantage; handicap; unfavorable position
tightly (hold, squeeze, etc.); firmly; forcefully (e.g. push); hard
vomiting blood; hematemesis
to take a breath; to take a short rest
Lord; Highness; (arch.) you
value; preciousness; nobility
death; (an) out; death penalty (by strangulation or decapitation; most severe of the five ritsuryō punishments)
destructive power; destructive energy; destructive force
being afraid of; being fearful; being timid; trembling; shivering
to (make something) quiver; to shake; to tremble; to vibrate
impression given by a painting or image
egregious; outrageous; too much; over the top
first generation; founder
congratulations!; well done!; best wishes!; all the best!
mean; contemptible; despicable; dirty; foul; cowardly
to dry (up); to become parched; to ebb; to recede
to hold in one's arms (e.g. a baby); to embrace; to hug; to have (a thought or feeling); to hold; to harbour (suspicion, doubt, etc.)
to loosen; to slacken; to relax (attention, efforts, etc.); to let down (one's guard); to relax (a rule); to ease (e.g. restrictions)
unexpected; unforeseen; strange
action; conduct; behaviour; behavior; mobilization; mobilisation
H; h; indecent; lewd; (having) sex; pervert; nth year in the Heisei era (1989.1.8-2019.4.30)
secrecy; confidentiality; one's circumstances (esp. fiscal); kitchen
subtle; delicate; difficult; complex; doubtful; questionable