with my own (two) eyes; with these very eyes
to lurk; to be hidden; to be concealed; to lie dormant; to be latent
to pile up; to make a heap; to lay (e.g. bricks); to acquire (e.g. experience); to build (a reputation)
early ripening rice; early-ripening fruit (grain, etc.); person who becomes physically or mentally mature at an early age
life; lifetime; career; for life; all one's life; throughout one's life
to be loath to; to balk at (doing); to grudge (doing); to take (good) care of
being extremely busy; being swamped with work
to end one's life; to end one's days; to die
load; heavy burden; encumbrance; heavy freight; heavy responsibility
to torment; to pain; to inflict (physical) pain; to harass; to cause (emotional) pain; to afflict
to mark the end; to spell the end
comfort; consolation; diversion
to entrust (someone) with; to leave (a matter) with someone; to have someone deliver (a message, parcel, etc.); to send (through someone); to use (something) to express (one's feelings, opinion, etc.); to express in the form of (something)
outer canthus; outer corner of the eye
to make a joint vow; to swear together; to pledge
last night; the previous night; night before (Christmas, etc.); eve (of festival, major event, etc.)
holding hands with fingers interlocked
to stare at each other; to lock eyes with
to occur to; to remind of; to come to mind
a family; a household; (one's own) style; school; gang; (yakuza) family
central pillar (of a building); mainstay (e.g. of an economy); backbone (e.g. of a family); provider
device; instrument; vessel; container; ability; capacity
pre-ejaculate; pre-ejaculatory fluid; Cowper's fluid; pre-cum
to become empty; to be emptied
descendant; posterity; offspring
lightly (floating, drifting, etc.); buoyantly; soft; fluffy; unsteadily; flightily
above the clouds; heaven; the Imperial Court; something unreachable; place of out of reach
to have sex; to have a physical relationship
gender preselection; selection of the sex of offspring
to the limit; to the full; as much as possible; with all one's might
comfortable; easy; calm; loose; spacious
to wrench open; to prize open; to pick (lock)
reception; acceptance; enjoyment; being given
to use up (all one's strength, ideas, etc.); to exert oneself; to do one's best
largest class; top category
to be smeared; to be covered
pace; tempo; slow and fast; in case of emergency
to throw violently against; to slam against; to strike; to thrust at someone (e.g. a letter)
to wriggle; to squirm; to crawl like a worm
one's nature; one's feelings; plain; unadorned; mere; poor
ennui; languishing; feeling of exhaustion; lassitude; lethargy
origin; source; base; basis; cause; ingredient; material
to be all out; to exhaust
rest; break; recess; intermission
bloated (esp. stomach); bulging; sticking out; gaping wide; caving in
to decide; to determine; to establish; to lay down; to bring peace (to); to make peaceful
nickname; alias; pseudonym; pen name; nom de plume; other name