to forget oneself; to lose control of oneself
unconsciousness; unconscious; involuntary; the unconscious (psychoanalysis)
to beg; to ask; to request; to invite
bewilderment; perplexity; embarrassment; discomfiture; bafflement
to be broken; to break; to fall through; to come to nothing
to cling to; to hang onto; to rely on; to depend on; to implore; to entreat
there's no (other) way; cannot be helped; unavoidable; it's no use (doing); pointless; hopeless (person)
permeation (of thought, ideology, culture, etc.); infiltration (e.g. of ideas); permeation (of a liquid, etc.); soaking; osmosis
red; crimson; Red; communist; (arch.) beautiful
pole; rod; line; dash; spoken monotonously
it does not mean that ...; I don't mean that ...; it is not the case that...
many times over; often; repeatedly; time after time
along the way; along the road
being buried; remaining unknown; being forgotten; being absorbed (e.g. in research); being immersed
overbearing; coercive; pushy; forcible; high-handed
violence; vehemence; fury; fervour; fervor; severity
to be turned inside out; to betray; to double-cross; to break into falsetto; to crack into falsetto
sharp pain; acute pain; intense pain
at the top of one's voice
to be worm-eaten; to be eaten by worms; to affect adversely; to spoil; to ruin
a drop in the bucket; a drop in the ocean; (lit.) (pouring) water on a hot stone
trampling down; overrunning; infringement; violation
to think deep down (that); to tell oneself (that); to secretly believe (that)
masturbation; self consolation
advance; moving forward; progress
plainly; clearly; vividly
to nail; to knock; to bang (e.g. one's head); to throw (e.g. a rock); to fling
pre-ejaculate; pre-ejaculatory fluid; Cowper's fluid; pre-cum
right under; directly below
to resign; to abandon; to step aside; to back out of; to retire; to get away
to tear; to rip up; to cut up; to cleave; to forcibly separate (e.g. two lovers); (arch.) to have a tattoo in the corner of one's eye
to temper thoroughly; to train well
many; a lot; much; multitude
life or death struggle; mortal combat; struggle to the death
to go through; to pass through; to struggle through; to get through (difficulties, danger, etc.); to escape (through the cordon)
to be mixed together; to be blended; to intermingle; to commingle
to shut; to close; to block (a street, entrance, etc.); to shut in (with snow, ice, etc.); to shut off; to consume (with negative feelings)
to detain; to check; to restrain
brilliance; luster; lustre; vividness; life
having no thought for; having no consideration for; disregarding; overlooking; (arch.) being found not guilty (in an Edo-period court); (arch.) acquittal