sad; miserable; unhappy; sad; lamentable; deplorable
for the first time; only after ... is it ...; only when ... do you ...; first time; (one's) first
how; in what way; by what means
weak; frail; delicate; tender; unskilled; weak (wine)
powerlessness; helplessness; incompetence; ineffectiveness
to put out one's hand; to extend one's arm; to reach (for); to try one's hand at (something new)
to smash; to crush; to shut down; to put out of business; to wreck; to break; to butcher
rubble; debris; wreckage; trash; rubbish
to crush; to squash; to flatten; to quash (a plan, opposition, etc.); to crush; to suppress
everywhere; all over; throughout
to raise; to elevate; to move something (to a higher place); to put onto (e.g. a shelf); to increase (price, quality, status, etc.); to raise (a wage); to show someone (into a room)
mother; mom; wife; you (of an elderly person older than the speaker); she
bomb; alcohol with liquor added (esp. wine-based shōchū highball, also beer with whiskey)
to blow away; to blow off; to dispel; to drive away; to talk big
shout; cry; outcry; yell; shriek; scream
to be mixed; to be blended with; to associate with; to mingle with; to join
(sound of an) explosion or detonation; roar (of a machine)
eardrum; tympanic membrane
to tear; to rip; to break through (cordon, opponent's defense, etc.); to breach; to defeat; to beat; to break (e.g. silence)
force; vigor; influence; authority; impetus; impulse
to attack; to go for; to come at; to pounce on; to jump on; to swoop down on
impact; shock; impulse; (psychological) shock
to be added to; to be appended; to join in (e.g. a group of friends); to participate; to increase (e.g. heat); to gain in (e.g. influence)
to dig out; to hollow out; to cut into
to be resurrected; to be resuscitated; to be rehabilitated; to be recalled (e.g. memories); to be brought back
to flow out; to stream out; to pour out; to gush forth; to leak; to ooze out
large quantity; massive (quantity); mass (e.g. mass production, mass transit, mass destruction)
blood; blood; ancestry; (the) blood; feelings
anything and everything; just about everything
to pollute; to contaminate; to soil; to disgrace; to dishonour; to dishonor
sense of loss; feeling of loss
mind; heart; spirit; the meaning of a phrase (riddle, etc.)
rule; domination; direction; management; control (of one's destiny, public opinion, etc.); governing
this world; this life; world of the living
to take back; to get back; to regain; to recover; to restore; to recoup
father; dad; husband; you (of an elderly person older than the speaker); he
the old days; the past; former times; the past ten years; the past decade
to swear; to vow; to take an oath; to pledge
to desire; to wish; to beg; to request; to have something done for oneself
(not) anywhere; nowhere; everywhere; anywhere
decision; determination; resolution
eternity; perpetuity; permanence; immortality
to tie; to restrain; to confine; to bind; to fasten