on good terms with; on cordial terms with; getting along well with; to make friends with; to be good friends with; to get along with
dying by the roadside; dying a dog's death
dangerous; risky; in danger; in jeopardy; uncertain; unreliable
to wield; to brandish; to display (one's knowledge); to show off; to abuse (one's power); to manipulate someone
minimum; (very) least; at least some (comfort, etc.); only (consolation, saving grace, etc.); sole
frustrated (over a failure, humiliation or injustice); annoyed; chagrined; (bitterly) disappointed; bitter; vexed
desperation; despair; self-abandonment
to act violently; to rage; to struggle; to be riotous
wisdom; jnana (higher knowledge)
for the first time in one's life
clearly; plainly; distinctly; to be clear; to be definite; to be certain