same family (race, tribe)
to be convinced (that); to be under the impression (that); to make up one's mind; to set one's heart on; to be obsessed (with a thought, idea, etc.); to think about obsessively
moral support; emotional support; spiritual support
so; accordingly; now; then; thereupon; therefore
to stop talking; to break off; to pause
looking someone in the eyes; taking a straight look at something
to threaten; to menace; to frighten (into doing)
passion; passions; (sexual) desire; craving
calculation; self-interest; selfishness
rainy season (in Japan usu. from early June to mid-July); rain during the rainy season
future; possible; potential; prospective
to subsist; to keep on living
university; college; former central university of Kyoto (established under the ritsuryo system for the training of government administrators); the Great Learning (one of the Four Books)
entering a higher-level school, esp. going on to university
civil service examination
finding employment; getting a job
to persevere; to persist; to insist that; to stick to (one's opinion); to remain in a place; to stick to one's post
opposition; resistance; antagonism; reverse; opposite; inverse
disagreeable; unpleasant; adverse; unsympathetic
(suffer) deterioration; growing worse; aggravation; degeneration; corruption
to give (as a gift); to present; to confer; to bestow; to award
self-deception; self-deceit
with that; on that note; altogether; ending at that point; cut off there
to hold one's tongue; to shut up
stillness; silence; hush; calm; serenity
sick person; patient; invalid
one's last moment; one's death; one's end
least; lowest; worst; awful; horrible; at the very least
to go uninvited; to call on without an invitation; to barge in on; to throng to; to crowd into; to converge upon
to abandon; to fail; to desert; to forsake
to freeze (from fear); to be unable to (too frightened to) run
flight; desertion; escape
direction; way; point of the compass; cardinal direction; method; means
letting (someone) die without helping
that day; the very same day
messy; confused; chaotic; complaining about various things
to leak out (a secret); to be exposed (a lie, improper behaviour, etc.); to be found out; to get away (of fish)
everyone; everybody; all; everything; all