to be squashed by; to be pinned under
prototype; model; pattern; archetypal
to stop; to turn off; to park; to prevent; to suppress (a cough); to stop (someone from doing something); to dissuade
to kick the bucket; to drop dead; to die; to be pooped; to be exhausted; to be knackered
shameful; disgraceful; indecent; unseemly; unbecoming; improper
unbearable; intolerable; unendurable
to crush (with the weight of misfortune)
everlasting; immortal; eternal; enduring; undying; imperishable
change in appearance; transformation
corpse; kanji "corpse" radical
ray of hope; glimmer of hope
to forget oneself; to lose control of oneself
I can't die and leave things this way
to be reduced to ashes; to be cremated
before I knew it; next thing you know; when I came to
to well up (of tears, anger, joy, etc.); to surge up (within oneself); to rise; to feel nauseated; to feel sick
to amuse oneself; to make merry
falsehood and truth; fiction and fact
to come to an end; to lower the curtain
to fill (with); to be filled with; to express (an emotion); to project (sadness, joy, etc.); to wear (e.g. a smile)
around there; near there; or thereabouts; or so; such a matter; such a thing
reaching; attaining; arrival
daily routine; daily work; daily lesson
source (of a spring, etc.); source (of payment, energy, knowledge, etc.); origin; wellspring
gloomy; melancholy; pessimistic
without cause; without reason
fetish; passion; enthusiasm
one's youth; one's youthful days (years); the flower of one's youth; the springtime of one's life
to the limit; to the fullest extent; absolutely the limit; one cup after another; cup by cup
gear; cogwheel; cog (in an organization, company, etc.); cog in the machine
merciless; ruthless; pitiless; unfeeling
to bite and tear; to bite a hole in
insane; crazy; nuts; out of one's mind
incomprehensible; nonsensical; puzzling; mysterious; meaningless
violence; reckless action; (an) outrage
earnest desire; eager hope; longing; yearning; hankering
before one's very eyes; under one's nose; imminence; close at hand
to run about; to rush about
looking someone in the eyes; taking a straight look at something
trembling from fear; trembling all over