jpdb beta

to push away; to thrust aside; to detach oneself from; to keep away from; to act coldly; to do without emotion

1

it cannot be helped; there's nothing for it; it's no use fighting back; it's hopeless; there is no way out of it

3

sense of emptiness; empty feeling; feeling of meaninglessness

1

to summon courage; to be brave

5

to step forward; to take a step forward; to start on a project, etc.; to take the first step with

3

(a) step; one step; level; stage; small degree; small amount

7

to step forward; to step forth; to advance; to start; to embark on; to set forth on

1

fragment; small piece; scrap; shred (e.g. of emotion); trace; bit

1

to look away (from); to avert one's gaze; to disregard; to ignore; to escape (from); to turn away (from)

1

just what you'd expect from ...; that's just like (him, her, etc.); that's (exactly) why ...; that's (precisely) the reason ...

1

frightening (of the future); worrying; scary; ominous; portentous

1

to be raised (e.g. child); to be brought up; to grow (up)

6

goddess

1

or

1

deep breath

1

declaration; proclamation; announcement

5

maximum; extreme; utmost

2

teary eyes

2

choices; alternatives; options

2

boyfriend; he; him

3

disqualification; elimination; incapacity; being unfit for one's role; being a failure

2

to leak out; to escape; to find expression; to give vent; to leak out; to be divulged

2

to seal (e.g. a letter); to prevent (e.g. movement); to forbid; to block (e.g. speech)

1

physical condition; state of health; shape

1

to shut in; to confine (in); to seal in; to contain; to suppress; to restrain

1

to handle (men); to master (a tool); to manage; to acquire a command of (a language)

2

eating the first meal of soft rice (himeii) after the traditional hard rice of New Year (kowaii); first intercourse of the New Year; loss of virginity; loss of maidenhead

2

willingly; voluntarily; of one's own accord

10

to love one another; to be affectionate towards each other; to have sex; to make love

5

to step out of the bath

2

to change clothes

1

request

1

genuine; authentic; true; real

1

to walk; to go on foot; to tread (a figurative path); to follow; to advance towards (e.g. a solution); to set out (e.g. on the path to destruction, ruin, etc.)

3

another; one more; (not) quite; (not) very; lacking

2

setting off (on a long journey); setting out; departure (e.g. for the front); starting a new life; starting life anew

1

to drain; to pour; to float (e.g. logs down a river); to set adrift; to wash away; to carry away; to broadcast

6

matter of time; question of time

1

ten years; decade

4

after

7

having done this; if this is done; if it is done in this way

3

stylistic beauty; beauty of form; beauty derived from refined style; established trope; beloved stock formula (in entertainment); time-honored routine

2

bulging; swelling (e.g. with water); loose-fitting or baggy (clothing); bubbling; foaming

6

mourning clothes; mourning; period of mourning

4

sponge

1

to say; to be called; to do

1

distinctive of; characteristic of; uniquely applying to; but; except; without

3

staunch; hardcore; dyed-in-the-wool; metal reinforcement

1

wicked; evil; wrong; bad

1

to push away; to push aside; to shove

1