suicide by throwing oneself to one's death; leaping to one's death
both sides; two sides; double-sided
desperation; despair; self-abandonment
involuntarily; reluctantly; against one's inclination; against one's will; as a matter of unpleasant necessity; despite oneself
to hold on to something (secret, lead in a race, etc.)
jostle; struggle; scuffle
plunging to one's death; death from a fall
to sink deeply into one's mind; to come home to; to go to one's heart; to pierce one's body (e.g. of wind, cold, etc.)
settlement (of affairs); remedial measures; cleaning up afterwards
line (of text); row; carya (austerities); samskara (formations); semi-cursive style (of writing Chinese characters); running style
report; notification; registration
official announcement; proclamation
to cause a loss; to make a hole (in)
plan; policy; means; fifth principle of the Eight Principles of Yong; right upward flick
collecting; collection; collation; gathering; arrangement; coordination
understanding and acceptance; spiritual awakening; a heart that understands truth; (feeling of) resignation
hard-to-forgive; intolerable; inexcusable; unpardonable
serious crime; grave crime
ordinary; average; common; normal; like the average person; like most people
sharp, loud rebuke; bark; roar; rebuke used in Zen to achieve enlightenment
to think constantly about; to dwell on
contortion; distortion; warp; kink (in one's character); twist
agglutination; adhesion; deadlock; stalemate; standstill
vexing; irritating; impatient
heated (e.g. debate); passionate
seven; seven years of age; four o'clock (old time system)
stoppage; coming to a stop; ceasing (movement, activity, etc.); suspension (of operations); suspension (of payment, licence, etc.); (temporary) prohibition
four; four years of age; ten o'clock (old time system); Burakumin; cross grips
my husband; one's family; family member
extreme cold; intense cold; coldest season; midwinter
box; box-shape; cube-type
advance guard; vanguard; avant-garde (e.g. music)
to find out; to discover; to locate
the five fingers; leading five; top five
wale (on the skin); welt; weal
to compete with; to argue with; to quarrel
to be jealous of; to envy; to begrudge
to stagnate; to settle (at the bottom); to deposit; to become sluggish; to become dull; to be delayed