unable to do (as one wishes); able to do only with great effort; almost impossible to do; beyond one's control; not always turning out as one wishes; not going the way one wants it to
pretext; history; past; according to ...; ... says
blood relationship; consanguinity; blood relative
requital of a favour (favor); repayment (of an obligation, kindness, etc.)
as a matter of fact; really; truly; entirely; completely; wholly
unable to resist; unable to suppress
to take a step backward; to retreat a step
to stare at each other; to lock eyes with
to resolve to do; to make up one's mind to do; to set one's heart on; to have one's heart set on
mental preparedness; being braced for; being steeled for
life and death; life or death
speech; expression; wording; language
dull (e.g. a knife); blunt; thickheaded; obtuse; dull (sound, color, etc.); dim (light)
to become speechless; to be at a loss for words
till; to; concerning (an area of expertise); swearing by (one's sword, God, etc.)
to shake; to jolt; to shake (e.g. the political world); to disturb; to put off a batter (by varying one's type of pitch)
(not) anywhere; nowhere; everywhere; anywhere
to choke up; to be speechless; to hold one's tongue
to be crowded; to be packed; to be complex; to go into; to put into; to do intently
truth; reality; sincerity; honesty; content; substance
(the extent of) one's vocabulary
to run out of breath; to get breathless; to get puffed (out)
reservation; putting on hold; deferment
a matter of course; what is to be expected; par for the course
wild; in disarray; harum-scarum; hysteric
understanding completely; understanding all there is to know
hailing each other; acting in concert; responding (to); agreement; concord
superficial; half-hearted; shallow
someone who gets in the way without serving any useful purpose; fly in the ointment; buttinsky; third wheel
person with whom to speak; someone to talk to; companion; advisor; adviser
to one's heart's content; as much as one wants; as hard as one can; resolution; decisiveness; determination
(what) one is trying to say; (what) one wants to say; (what) one is saying; (what) one means
persistence; single-mindedness
to (be able to) make contact; to (be able to) get in touch