to kill; to slay; to suppress; to block; to suppress (a voice, feelings, etc.); to hold back
reality; actuality; hard fact
(I) won't say anything no matter what; to be unwilling to tell even under threat
(relating to) gender; sex; sexual
rather; better; instead; if anything
type; kind; type (of person); (ideal) type; typewriter; typing
to hit (a person); to strike; to beat; to deliver (a speech); to give (an address)
to feel (as if); to have a feeling (that); to have a hunch (that); to feel like doing; to want to do
extreme masochist; very masochistic
in that case; (might not be what was expected or hoped for but) if that's the case
lead; leading; lead (of a newspaper, etc.); lede; lead (wire); lead (e.g. dog); leash
extreme sadist; very sadistic
incomprehensible; nonsensical; puzzling; I don't get it; I'm confused; I'm lost
sexual desire; sex drive; lust
only; merely; but; no more than
on this occasion; now; in these circumstances; with this opportunity
to become defiant; to fight back; to turn upon; to take the offensive
taste (in goods, etc.); manners; etiquette; modesty; restraint; knowledge, experience (of the arts, etc.)
to be heard; to be audible; to be said to be; to be reputed
with all one's strength; with all one's might
quarrel; argument; row; (verbal) dispute
awkward (movements, speech, etc.); jerky; stiff; strained (relations); sour
small; little; slight; below average (in degree, amount, etc.); low (e.g. sound); soft (e.g. voice)
miserable; pitiable; shameful; deplorable; pathetic
(something) one does not really mean; insincere
provocation; stirring up; arousal; excitement; stimulation
treatment; service; handling (of a machine, tool, etc.); operation; treating as; treating like
foolish; idiotic; stupid; ridiculous; absurd
willingly; voluntarily; on one's own accord
unexpected; unforeseen; strange
to grow weak; to become weak; to lose strength
weak; frail; delicate; tender; unskilled; weak (wine)
to use up; to exhaust; to devote oneself (to); to do one's utmost (for); to do to exhaustion; to do completely
manner of using one's hands
irritating; irritated; frustrating; vexing; (feeling things are) not quick enough; (feeling) too slow-going
to use properly; to use (different things) for different purposes
to be worm-eaten; to be eaten by worms; to affect adversely; to spoil; to ruin
to accompany; to go hand in hand with; to be consequent upon; to be accompanied by; to bring with; to take with
keep ...-ing; have been ...-ing; leaving (something) on; leaving (something) still in use
indicates concession or compromise; indicates permission
emotion; feeling; feelings; sentiment