too terrible to look at; unbearable to look at
once; before; formerly; never yet; never before; first time
to check; to stop; to keep back
or; either ... or; maybe; perhaps; some ... and others ...; sometimes ... and at other times ...
to cock one's head in puzzlement; to tilt one's head in contemplation; to wrack one's brain; to think hard
collar; lapel; neckband; nape of the neck; scruff of the neck
almost every day; almost daily
to be sad; to mourn for; to regret
to warp; to bend; to contort; to be perverted; to be warped (of a view, mind, etc.); to be distorted
to stop (someone) by throwing one's arms around them; to catch (someone) in one's arms; to hold (someone) back
hazy; dim; faint; minced fish or meat that is seasoned and fried
annoyance; irritation; vexation; abdominal spasms; convulsions; cramps
space; air; midair; (from) memory; (by) heart
passion; enthusiasm; zeal
fear; dread; fright; terror; trepidation; panic
to clasp together (esp. hands); to entwine (e.g. fingers)
what's the best thing to do?; what to do?
as if ...; as if to say ...; as though ...
to take off (another's clothes); to strip someone (of their clothes); to undress
isolation; separation; remoteness; seclusion; reclusion; inaccessibility
clean; clear; pure; honest; clean
to hum (a tune); to sing to oneself; to croon
to pull down (clothing, etc.); to slide down
coat; jacket; outerwear; top; upper-body garment
to tear off; to peel off; to rip off; to strip of (clothes, rank, etc.); to deprive of; to divest of
frequently; repeatedly; eagerly; keenly; hard; terribly
dull sound; muffled sound
to ring (a bell); to strike (a gong, drum, etc.); to beat; to sound
pit of the stomach; solar plexus
(kicking and) struggling; wriggling; floundering; to get into a panic; to make a fuss; to make a scene
tickling; restlessly; hurriedly; kitchy-koo; goochie-goo
imprudent; indiscreet; immodest; indecent; inconsiderate; inappropriate
wretched; miserable; shameful; mean; despicable; abject
to be enlivened; to be exhilarated; to be excited; to stand out; to contrast
passions; sexual desire; lust
to turn over; to turn upside down; to knock over; to tip over; to overturn (e.g. a decision); to upset
there being no use in arguing (about it); not up for discussion
cunning; craft; guile; slyness
to have an erection; to become erect