to attempt; to test; to try out
for the first time in one's life
devil; demon; Satan; the Devil; Māra; evil spirits or forces that hinder one's path to enlightenment
excitement; stimulation; agitation; arousal
to feel around for; to fumble for; to investigate; to probe into; to explore (parts unknown); to enjoy (natural beauty)
scheme; tactic; stratagem; trick
whole life; a lifetime; all through life; (the only, the greatest, etc.) of one's life
to be disappointed; to be dejected; to be downhearted; to feel exhausted; to feel drained
sound of bubbles (or other small objects) being popped; lumpy sensation (e.g. of food); little bits; small grains
button (clothing); push-button
to open (e.g. one's robe); to bare (e.g. one's chest); to open up (of clothing); to be exposed; (arch.) to open wide (one's legs, eyes, mouth, etc.); (arch.) to stretch
to elevate; to raise; to lift up; to flatter; to extol; to praise to the sky
to lay bare; to expose; to reveal
to shift; to slide (e.g. something away from something else); to move (e.g. something out of the way); to put off; to delay; to postpone
force; vigor; influence; authority; impetus; momentum
shaking like a jelly; jellylike
to shake; to sway; to waver
by any standard; (not) even as flattery
pure white; blank (e.g. mind, paper)
slightly (of an action); (looking) small and quiet
pretty; charming; lovely; adorable
to take a long hard look at; to look (someone) full in the face
to pile up; to stack; to load (car, ship, etc.); to pack; to acquire; to accumulate
confusion; dismay; consternation; panic
to touch; to feel; to get involved (with); to approach; to be harmful to; to hinder
gushingly; copiously; profusely; in a steady stream
particle; atom; little piece; not at all; not the slightest
to put oneself on guard; to stand ready; to square off
feel; touch; impression (of a person); most impressive passage; highlight; beginning
feeling; sensation; mood; sensation of doing
to grow up; to become an adult; to become big; to grow in size
great; excellent; very troublesome; awful; tiring; tough
indeed; really; truly; very much
to be effective; to take effect; to work; to function well; to be possible (to do, use, etc.); to be able to
episode; anecdote; vignette
stroke; caress; soft (object); dreamlike (object); tender (object)
to move; to shift; to inspire; to rouse; to change; to alter; to operate
painful; heartrending; trying; oppressive; suffocating; miserable