vindictive; tenacious; persistent; spiteful; vengeful
to yearn for; to long for; to follow (someone); to idolize (for virtue, learning, status, etc.)
eerie; hair-raising; exaggerated; ostentatious
to love; to be attached to; to cherish; to caress
older brother and younger sister
heaven's dispensation; divine providence; plan of nature
unrelated; unconnected; without relations (esp. of a deceased person); having no surviving relatives; unrelated to the teachings of Buddha; unable to be saved by Buddha
yearning; longing for; deep affection
counting backwards; calculating backwards; inverse operation; reverse operation
somehow; for some reason (or other)
in the background; not standing out
dim; hazy; vague; indistinct; faint; fuzzy
(not) in any way; (not) at all; (none) whatsoever; what kind of
pressure; encouragement; urging; promoting
reproachful; hateful; bitter
unwillingly; reluctantly; against one's will
lapse of memory; forgetting completely; (consigning to) oblivion
weir; bonds; fetters; ties of obligation
to forget completely; to leave behind
obsession; fixation; complaining; criticizing; speciality (e.g. of restaurants)
tenacity; persistence; obsession; implacability
Chinese matrimony vine (Lycium chinense); Chinese wolfberry; goji
last (on the list); (at the) bottom; (in) last position; tailender
being able to hear something (clearly); clearness of a sound; reputation; renown; impression (that something gives off); respectability
passions; sexual desire; lust
falling into straitened circumstances; downfall; ruin
lust; lusts of the flesh; animal passions; carnal desires
rise; swell; elevation; upsurge
to be too much for one; to find unmanageable; to be beyond one's control; to not know what to do with
impossible; incapable (of doing); incompetence; inability; impotence; having no solution (of an equation)
motive power; driving force
to consider carefully; to deliberate thoroughly; to think over
way of saying (something); way of putting it; wording; phrasing; language; expression
one's person; around one's person
to confide; to reveal; to disclose; to lay bare; to speak frankly; to open (one's heart)
not the time for; not the place for; far from; anything but; ... is out of the question; ... isn't the word for it
positive; assertive; active; proactive; aggressive
outline; summary; argument
shopping; purchased goods