to be packed (with); to be full (space, schedule, etc.); to be blocked (road, pipe, nose, etc.); to be clogged; to shorten (width, interval, etc.); to shrink (shirt, word form, etc.); to be at a loss
very long period; forever; eight thousand years
half-crying; being on the verge of crying
to catch sight of; to come into view; to happen to see
to shiver; to shake; to quake; to tremble; to quaver; to quiver
I; me; personal (affairs, etc.); private; selfishness; partiality
to bear; to stand; to restrain; to control; to forgive; to put up with
to well up (of tears, anger, joy, etc.); to surge up (within oneself); to rise; to feel nauseated; to feel sick
out of necessity; with no other option; perforce; unavoidably; reluctantly; unwillingly
to grow up; to become an adult; to become big; to grow in size
flood of emotions; many thoughts
pity; sorrow; pitiable; pitiful; alack; alas
to keep to oneself (secret, etc.)
to mask oneself; to lie down
at last; finally; barely; narrowly; just
solely; entirely; only; or
situation; (present) state of affairs; circumstances
to gulp down; to swallow deeply; to understand; to take in; to engulf; to swallow up
one after another; in rapid succession
to blow out; to spout out
hard to say; inexpressible; hesitant to say; embarrassing; delicate
pain; ache; soreness; damage; injury; wear
cunning deed; sly trick; foul play; cunning person; sly fellow; cheat
to throw away; to abandon
oneself; oneself; for oneself; personally
to cut apart (cloth, paper, etc.); to sever (ties); to break off (relationship); to cut off (enemy's retreat); to block (road, etc.)
duty; responsibility (incl. supervision of staff); liability; onus
to say goodbye; to bid farewell
to stop crying; to cry oneself out
to surround; to crowd around
still (continuing); as ever; further
to stroke; to caress; to brush gently; to comb (hair); to smooth down
to give up; to abandon (hope, plans); to resign oneself (to)
by all rights; properly speaking; legally speaking