jpdb beta

dawn; daybreak; end; soon after something has ended; beginning (of a new year, month, etc.)

2

in one's senses; sane

1

possible; likely; probable

2

root; basis; foundation

1

strangeness; abnormality; disorder

1

attachment; adhesion; tenacity; fixation; obsession

2

to hold (in one's hand); to take (into one's hand); to own; to obtain

1

to obtain; to come into possession of; to get hold of; to get one's hands on

1

before oneself; in front of one; a bit before reaching (a location); this side (of a location); one's standpoint; one's appearance; skill

1

quarrel; fight; trouble; dispute; friction; discord

1

a few years later

1

to be nauseating; to be disgusting; to be revolting; to throw up; to vomit

1

to be born; to come into the world

1

as much as one can; as much as possible; if at all possible

1

to bite into (e.g. rope into skin); to cut into; to eat into; to encroach; to be wedged (i.e. underwear pulled from the back, driving it between the buttocks)

2

father

2

to push away; to thrust aside; to detach oneself from; to keep away from; to act coldly; to do without emotion

1

small; little; tiny; insignificant; humble; modest

1

self-esteem; self-respect; self-importance; conceit; pride

1

at least

1

that's the way it is; such is life

1

self-satisfaction; (self-)complacency; smugness

1

no more than; just; only; mere; goes no further than

1

to make a display of; to show off; to flaunt

1

snare; trap (for catching wild game, etc.); trap (i.e. ruse, subterfuge, etc.)

2

to blow away; to blow off; to dispel; to drive away; to talk big

3

to struggle; to writhe; to wriggle; to act frantically; to make desperate efforts

1

red; crimson; Red; communist; (arch.) beautiful

1

to shine; to glitter; to be bright

1

palm heel; heel of the palm

1

fainting in agony

1

to let something (or somebody) go past; to do too much

1

each; respectively

1

to run about trying to escape

1

sand; grit

1

to be smeared; to be covered

1

mere shadow of one's former self; having no trace left (of former glories, talent, looks, etc.); unrecognizable (as the person one used to be); unrecognisable

1

crybaby; blubberer

1

famous; noted; renowned; celebrated; well-known

1

one and only; unique

1

to praise extravagantly; to lionize; to lionise; to make much of

1

the work of man; human feat; something humanly possible

1

cruel; brutal; ruthless; merciless; inhuman

1

easily; readily; with ease; without trouble

1

to succeed (in doing); to pull something off; to manage (to do a job)

1

to deny; to contradict; to negate (esp. a sound); to drown out

1

since; this person

1

with one's own hands

1

society; the world; the times

1

to realize; to realise

3